I'm Tired...

Chapter Six

Tomiokas pov:

We were driving to the bar when we saw sanemi having a cigarette in front of the entrance.

I had to take a double glance to make sure it was him, since when did he smoke?

'You can drop me off here, thanks - I'll see you guys later,' I said, and sabito stopped a few meters away from sanemi and then drove off again.

'Since when were you one for smoking?' I asked, digging around my pocket for my pack.

'Since now I guess,' he hummed, coughing as a puff of smoke came out of his mouth.

'Rough day?' I asked, putting a cigarette in my mouth and digging for my lighter.

'Yeah, I guess - what about you?' Sanemi asked, looking at me with an eyebrow raised while I emptied out my pockets.

'Well I forgot my fucking lighter in the car, but that's probably the worse thing to happen today' I laughed, going to use iguros and mitsuris stove top as a lighter.

Suddenly, I felt something pull me down to the ground.

I was now sitting, slightly laying against sanemis shoulder.

'You could've just asked me to stay if you wanted me to stay that bad,' I hummed with a smile, tilting my head back.

The cigarette stuck out of my mouth as a smile curved onto my lips.

Then, while I was still teasing him, he brought the red glowing tip of the cigarette to mine, looking at me in the eyes while he did so.

I became a flustered mess after he pulled away, blowing some smoke out of his mouth.

I gained composure in a short time, smiling again and blowing smoke out of my mouth as well.

'Heh, we touched tips,' I laughed to myself.

Sanemi laughed a bit as well, stretching his leg out in front of him, the other leg close to his chest.

He had his arm resting on the leg close to his chest, making him look kind of hot.

And like a homeless person.

'So, why'd you have a rough day?' I asked him, a smile on my face.

'Just.. a fight with my girlfriend,' "sanemi sighed, trying to comprehend everything going on.

Then my smile dropped for a bit, but instantly came back on when he looked over to me.

He seemed confused by my silence.

'Girlfriend? I don't think you've ever talked about her before.' I laughed, taking another puff of my cigarette.

'Uh- oh yeah, I guess I haven't. So, why do you have a black eye?' He asked, moving some hair from my face to show my eye.

'Oh, just some assholes mad about my sexuality,' I laughed, moving his hand away from my face.

He obliged and moved his hand to his lap again.

'Oh? They found out you were gay?' He asked, his face turning into shock for a split second and then to guilt.

'Heh, yeah. Why do you look so upset?' I asked him, he just looked away then back at me.

'I just feel bad for you,' he laughed quietly, standing up and reaching a hand out to me.

'My girlfriends in the bar if you wanna meet her,' sanemi smiled, dripping my hand once I stood up.

'Hm, I guess so,' I hummed, a smile on my face, although it felt as if I were suffocating.

I'm not good at meeting new people. It kind of bothers me, actually.