Winged Worry

9.

Amaya POV

"Everything reminds me of that place.. I-.. I don't want to think about that.. But... At least these winged monkeys here now..." I've been cuddling with them since I can remember to something else than that place.. It feels soo good, being in my brothers' warmth.. I don't want them to be an inch far from me. I need them.

I was sitting on Toshiro's lap, and hugging him tightly, I dug my nails into his back, I've got panicked when he moved to get more comfortable. I though he wanted to leave me. He rub my head gently. "hey Dodo..." he said softly.

"hmm?.." I looked up and look into his eyes.

"I promise I won't go anywhere, but-" I tight on the grip and brush my head into his chest. He groan a little bit in pain, cause my nails dug deeper into his back. ("sorry, bro")

"NO! DON'T LEAVE ME!" I shouted. My eyes filled with tears. I thought back about that dark and scary place. And him burning my feathers one by one. It hurt. Shun and Toshi promised to not let anyone touch me. Then why did they let him to?

"no no no no... I'm not gonna leave you! I'm here! I'm here.. Shh.." He tried to act clam and soft, but I knew deep inside that he's going through pain, because of my nails digging into his back. "I.. I just wanted to ask you to pull your nails out of my back.. It hurts, Dodo..."

I hugged him even more tightly for a little, before pulling my nails out of him. Toshiro let out a relief sigh.

The door opened. Shun's back? I pulled my head up, out of Tosh' chest and looked over the door. Shun stood there for a few seconds before waking to me. I couldn't see if there's anyone else there, but I didn't felt any kind of danger and I trust in Shun so I didn't really cared.

"hey Amaya.. There's someone who wants to see you.."

My heart skipped a beat. "NO! don't let him! He'll tell him where I am! He-.. I i-" I hugged Toshiro even tighter than before and dug my nails deeper.

"no.. He.. He won't. He's just want to help..it's Yinny... Your pokie, remember?.. Shh... No one wants to hurt you..." Shun came to me quickly to clam me down.

I loosed the tightness on Tosh a little  and look up. I saw Jin standing at the door worrying. I stared at him for a while before he finally spoke up.

"h-hey.. Amaya.. I missed you. I worried about you.." his voice was uncertain, but soft.

I remembered to a few things. From when we played together and did dangerous, "against the law" or brainless stuff. And when me, him and a few other friends went into an abandoned house, which was under investigation, and we ended up the police station. Good old memories. But.. Even though I remember him, something tells me to not trust him. But I'm sure he wasn't.. Y'know who...