friends or more

chapter 3

chirs walked in and looked at me and Matt not noticing whatever just happend 

C " Matt moms home and wants you to come down stairs"

M " umm yeah just uh give me a minute"

C " k"

Chris walked out of the room Matt got up and put on a shirt not saying a word to me about what happend he looked at me with no emotion in his eyes before exiting the room

I was still processing thast he Matt almost kissed me and I almost kissed him I didn't want to say it but I think I finally am 

I like Matt sturniolo

but how could he like me I was very confused but then just as I'm about to talk to him because we needed the door opens and it was Matt he seemed fine the he walked fast towards me and started hugging me he was having a panice attack I could tell because of how fast his heart was beating and the few tears falling down his face 

A " hey hey what's wrong?"

M " I - I - I feel like I just ruined my friendship with you because of my feelings im sorry"

A " hey its ok breath Matt breath"

Matt calmed down a little bit to were he could easily talk but I could tell he was still upset 

M " did I ruin it out friendship?"

I stood up and walked over to him and grabbed his face 

A " Matt why did you think I didn't stop it?" 

M " do you?"

A " yes I do"

he put his hand on my hip and one on my face

M " can I"

A " yes"

Matt kissed me butterflies were in my stomach and my face was heating up Matt depend the kiss by pulling me closer to him

he pulled away and looked at me smiling

M " you have no idea how long I've wanted to do that"

A " how long"

M " since middle school"

A " I think same for me but I just realized that I have since we have been hanging out more"

M " can I kiss you again" he said softly

A " Matt you don't have to ask for permission" 

before I knew it his lips were on mine both of us were smiling into the kiss then once again we were interrupted by the door opening 

like dang can people knock

but this time it wasn't Chris it was mary-lou 

mary" oh sorry didn't know you were over yet just coming up to tell Matt he need to hurry up with whatever he was doing but I see that's he was doing this, but Matt you need to come down stairs and help with dinner"

M " uh yeah mom I will in a sec" 

as she was walking out of the room I heared her say

" that's what you said last time"

M " well im gonna go help cook be back bye"

A " bye"

he pulled me back into a hug and kissed me on the forehead and walked  out of the room I floped down on his bed and replayed us kissing in my mind over and over and his hands on me his eyes on me