*ੈ✩‧₊˚ "I could never like you!" (Akian) *ੈ✩‧₊˚ READ DESC!!

ੈ✩‧₊ 4/ A stupid thought.ੈ✩‧₊

🥞Akito's POV: 🥞

My dreams were crushed that very day. I felt awful. It was a stupid thought after all, someone as amazing as her could ever like me. Just why? If I never developed that stupid crush, then none of this would ever happen. Or if I had just acted like a normal person that day then everything would be fine. I opened my phone to take my mind off of things. I opened my phone and saw a text from An. It read, "Can we talk?" I sighed and ignored it. I wanted to take my mind off the one person I loved, yet I couldn't have. This wasn't fair. If things could just go back to how they were before I started seeing her that way then maybe I could have a chance. Who was I kidding, I didn't even have a chance from the start.

I sighed and sat on my bed, dejected. There wasn't even a point of even trying to ask her out, she would say no anyway. I laid down and sighed. I couldn't help but cry. I just felt really sad. My phone did the notification sound. I looked who it was. It was Toya.

A = Akito
T= Toya

T: Hey what's up?
A: nothing really
T: what are you doing?
A: just chilling I don't feel the best soo
T: what happened?
A: an doesn't like me back
T: She definitely does
A: wdym she said it herself she'd never date me
T: when?????
A: today
T: man I'm so sorry to hear that
A: it's whatever
T: are you alright?
A: I'm good

There was another message from Toya. I put my phone down, I didn't want to reply. I never felt this way for An, so where I'm the world did this even come from? I needed something to clear my head and take my mind off everything. I got up from bed and walked to vivid street. I sang while I walked around. I heard a familiar voice singing in the direction I was going. I then suddenly knocked into someone.

"I'm so-" It was An. I laughed awkwardly. "Hi." She said. "Hey." I replied. "Can we please talk?" An blurted. "I really feel truly terrible about what I said and-" "It's fine." I cut her off. "I get it. No hard feelings here." I waved then walked away. "Akito! Wait! Come on." She yelled. "Ugh! Come back you ginger! I actually have something to say!" She grunted.

"Like you'd ever like me, what a stupid thought." I said as I walked away.