chapter 6

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I spent my whole Sunday crying. I felt like I was loosing everyone. My best friend had sex with my own brother and I have no idea what's going to happen with me and J. He just kissed me. Twice. And then he left without saying anything about it. I'm afraid that this is going to ruin our friendship. I don't want to loose any more people.

Jack came in my room around 6 to tell me dinner was ready. I told him I wasn't hungry and to leave me alone.

"Hey I know you're mad at me and everything but you need to eat." He said.

"I told you. I'm not hungry."

"Listen, Kaylen. I'm sorry about what happened with Bailey. It was a one time thing. She came in my room around one in the morning and we were just talking. Soon she was sitting right beside me and I just leaned in and kissed. I don't know why but I just did. I'm so sorry. After that things got a little out of hand and-" he explained but I cut him off.

"Don't go any farther. I don't wanna hear about what you did to my best friend."

"See, you just called her your best friend so you must not be mad at her."

"I don't know. I need to think about everything." I said.

"Okay. I'm so sorry Kaylen. And do you still want me to drive you to school tomorrow?"

"I guess. I don't know how else I would get there." I laughed.

"Alright. See you in the morning." He said and shut my door when he walked out of my room. Maybe I'm over reacting about all of this. I mean, it was just a one time thing, right?

I want to text Bailey and J but I have no idea what to say to either of them. I just wish that J would text me and explain what the hell was going through his mind when he kissed me.

As if on cue, my phone vibrated. I looked at it to see I had a text from J.

*From Johnson👳🏾*

Hey. I'm sorry about kissing you and then just driving away last night but I didn't know what to say to you. I've been thinking about you all day today and all night last night. I've liked you for so long and just didn't know how to say it. I hope you feel the same way as I do. I really do not want to loose you.

*To Johnson👳🏾*

It's okay. I really like you too. I just can't seem to get that kiss off my mind. Except I have something else that happened last night that's also on my mind that I really need to talk to someone about. Can you come over?

*From Johnson 👳🏾*

Already outside your window bbyg.

I looked outside my window and sure enough that cute Blonde boy was standing out near the road. It was only 6pm so I decided to just tell my mom that I was going out with some friends and would be back by 10 since it was a school night.

Right when I walked out the front door and towards J he began coming towards me and hugged me. I just broke down in his arms and started crying. I couldn't control myself. All my emotions were coming out at once. He walked me to his car and just sat inside, Him in the drivers seat and me in the passenger seat. It was silent for a few minutes with the exception of my sniffles.

"Hey, listen. You're an amazing girl. You know that, right?" He paused for a few seconds to figure out what to say. "Bailey told me about what she did. That's terrible. I couldn't imagine how you felt. I knew you'd be so heartbroken so I decided to come to your house to help you through it so I'm here if you want to talk about it."

I told him the whole story all at once from the part when I woke up to now. I could tell he wasn't exactly sure what to say to comfort me. I mean, who would know the perfect thing to say in a moment like this.

"I'm so sorry about that. If I were you I would have no idea what to do. But, do whatever you think is best. I will support you through it and remember that everything happens for a reason. Never forget that."

He nailed it. I didn't know it until J said that but some support was all I wanted right now.

I wasn't exactly sure what to say back so just hugged him. I mumbled a "thank you" into his should and he hugged me tighter. I never want to let go of him.

Eventually, though, we had to let go. When we did let go he smiled at me and stared into my eyes.

"Do you wanna go to Chick Fil A? I'm pretty sure it's still open."

"Um yes. Obviously I want to go to chicky. It's my life man." I responded and laughed a little.

J began driving his Black jeep towards the nearest Chick Fil A.

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