Eclipsing Her

2. a soothing dream

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Dream :

An uneasy feeling.....

I woke up with an uneasy feeling on my shoulders.A feeling of a warm hands on my shoulders
I checked my shoulders with my hands. 'no there is no hands'
But I felt like...

My bedroom. It's dark yet dimly lit..I can see everything clearly
The big window next my bed is open...
        A moisty atmosphere outside
   I'm feeling so hot that I'm sweating...
I noticed a dark fog forming, surrounding my bedroom. A beautiful smell
Where is it coming from?

Suddenly the fog came towards me and it was surrounding my whole body now

I felt warm and caring. But it was too awkward.
But I was too emotional to notice that
"It's hot" i said to myself...

30 secs later wind started to blow outside
It cooled my body and I was too tired to even move
I was too comfortable then that my eyes was closing..I just wanted to melt into my bed

Suddenly..the hotness of the room increased
I felt a hand on my wrist..too warm..
too disturbingly warm
The touch felt awkward yet caring
Suddenly my whole body started to float slowly....the movement was too slow and unnoticeable..but I felt that
My eyes were already close then...
and I mumbled a "no"

The grip on wrist hardened

And I started to float from my bed fast

I mumbled another "no"

And started to seek help from my lord

I couldn't shout my voice wasn't just working

An uneasy feeling on my stomach

I was desperately trying to get out of that grip

When suddenly....
The grip loosened

And I woke up screaming 'nooooo'

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My eyes are burst open...I'm huffing for breath
Wind is blowing outside..'oh my lord, what was that!?"
The circumstances on my bedroom is similar to my dream
My sleeping position is equal to the floating position in my dream

But the only difference is...
The hot and awkward feeling is gone..

I jumped up from my bed and turned the lights on
I was too sweaty that my oversized t shirt was dearingly hugging my body
"Gross" i sat on my bed bracing my knees closure to my chest...looking outside
I thought loudly

'was it really a dream?'

I wanted to take a 2 hours bath.. don't judge me..I really like to take bath in the night after a tiring day..a soothing bath will always soothe me
And my upset state

I made the bathtub with flowers and fragrance and some candles
And set up my iPad
I like cold bath so I checked the temperature with my toe fingers
And melted my body in the tub

I watched MSA , Shinchan , listened to some 'no lyrics music'

And closed my eyes for sometimes to relieve stress...

'Take notes from me how to relieve stress...cuz I'm a professional stress reliever'

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Kidding kidding...well I needed to learn how to be in peace from my childhood
Cause my peace was being ruined always by my sister...I love her but she never cared..I still do
I even remembered she tore my notes apart just so that I fail the tests..
Tears gathered in my eyes