why can't it be me

jaloux? tu es mignonne

I didn't notice the time I've been chatting her for hours now I loved this feeling

Talking to the love of my life its like a dream come true

I was shocked when I came back to open my phone I heard a never ending ding I didn't see ikas message I'm so screwed

Ika
Love?are you done did you eat well??

Ika
Love I miss youu

Ika
I'm going to sulk if you don't answer me lovee

Ika
Fine your like this your great at ignoring huh

Sent 2 hours ago

Kinna
Lovee??

Kinna
I'm sorry I had house chores and school works that's why I couldn't reply I'm sorry I promise you I was not ignoring you

Ika
Still mad you should've told so I won't be worried here like a fool

Kinna
I'm really sorry can you accept my apology?

Ika
Fine you know I  can't be mad at you for to long love you

The "Love yous" you said I miss those times when you were still mine when you still loved me

I tried to stop my self from crying
Telling our story again made me weak
I miss her but for me to move on I have to do this

I sigh and continue to speak

Then it was another school day
The teacher was talking while tija was complaining

Tija
Why do we even need to do this

I was about to speak when a person that I hated sat next to us

I could feel the air turn awkward as she tried to talk to me

We weren't close as we were before but ..

I can't believe what I was thinking what do I mean but past is past and you can't change that

She tried every way to get close to me again until I finally asked her

Kinna
Why do you keep bothering me
Don't you know manners?

Khaye
I missed you that's all I still like you after all this time  could I maybe ask for a second chance i know that I was mean to you but I just couldn't face my feelings and the more you were away I realized I missed everything about you could I have a second chance?

I was shocked from what I heard but I just couldn't

Kinna
I'm sorry but you know deep down I won't be able to give the chance your asking for, I can't say yes to something I know that I won't be able to fulfill I hope you understand.

Then suddenly tija barged in and interuped us

Tija
It's sorry but why do you think she is to give a chance to someone like you?!? WE ALL KNOW your personality go back to your place of I'll kick you 

When I got home I told ika everything about that happened but I wasn't expecting to read what she was going to say

Ika:I'm jealous stop meeting her

It felt like my heart was going to explode

That was the cutes thing I ever heard

Ps
Sorry for cringey parts hahaha
(I'm sorry for wrong grammars ect)