why can't it be me

je t'aime déjà

I was chatting ika when my cousin tija texted me

Tija
Kinna do you have plans later? want to go to the church later?

YKinna
Sure I'm down also my sister wants to come

Tija
Yeah it's fine see you at 9?

Kinna
Can I invite Someone??

Tija
You mean ika? Yeah she can go with us I'm also inviting Josh with us

Kinna
You already know huh am I that predictable?

Tija
Yeah you are I shocked you know

Tija
Gtg I might be disturbing someone's love time see you later

Kinna
Crazy!

She's my cousin tija she also knows about ika we talk and share secrets together so we basically know enything and everything but each other we're best friends that are cousins

But before that i have to invite ika

Kinna
Ikaa!!can you come to the church later me and my cousin are going thinking of inviting you

Ika
Yeah sure I'll be there but only of a while my parents will be worried

Kinnam
Okie!see you at 9

I get up off the bed and got changed

Then I saw tija outside waiting for us so I called my sister to hurry up because tijas here

We got ready and headed out side and took a cab

After a few minutes we were at the destination

My heart beat went fast as I saw her walking closer to us its like the first time we met all over again seeing her made my life a tad bit better

We bought burgers and talked while waiting on our friend Josh

When he arrived we went into the church and ika went home Once it was over we stopped by a park to look for a place to sit down a few minutes late Josh also went home

Me tija and my sister were left we stayed for a few minutes then left

I couldn't sleep I kept thinking of her
The way she smiled something about her captivates me

But I knew what was going to happen why did I still continue?

Because I loved her thats it love can be dangerous that is what I learned

But did I read learn or just waited for nothing all along?

I didn't notice and fell asleep I dreamed of her being with me for the rest of my life

That was it, could it really only be a dream??

P

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Sorry for wrong grammars ect it's 3 am and I'm really sleepy