𝙼𝚢 𝙻𝚒𝚏𝚎

Monday, 11th of March 2024

Monday, the 11th of March 2024, 10:30am

Yesterday was cool. I was tired, but I was with my cousins. We ate lunch, then left their house at 4pm. In the car, after one and half an hour of listening to music, I decided to go on wattpad to check my notifications. I need to say that I was still upset with the Shelby and Wilbur drama, but I found comfort in George's videos and vods. I saw that dnfclips's (dnf oneshot writer that quit wattpad a bit ago) book got deleted. I read the only chapter that was left from their book,only to learn what George did to Caiti. I'm disappointed and I feel betrayed. My comfort streamer, the one I used to ship Dream with, the kind and funny British guy is now accused of sexual assault. I'm so upset. I feel sick and am at the brink of tears while writing this. I'm still watching his videos bc I'm too upset to let go like that, and I feel sick because of it. I hate him, he should go fuck himself, all my support goes to Caiti.

Monday, the 11th of March 2024

Part2: I don't know what to do. I can't just move on without the dsmp, I'm way too attached to them. I'm trying to stay focused on dream, Tommy, Ranboo, Karl, and the others, that I trust and know are clean. I'm trying to find a new fandom, but I know nothing that could ever replace the place that the dsmp had in me. For now, I'm trying to watch Farod, Dooms, Ranboo, Karl and Philza for comfort. I think I'll try to replace George with Farod. It'll be very hard to move on like that, but I'll try my best. I'll still read fanfics, but I don't support George in any way anymore. Ill still write fanfics including dnf fanfics and oneshots, but they will only be au's, where the streamers will be different persons if it's clear enough. I won't ship cc!dnf anymore to avoid any hate and problems.

(Yes, I was brainwashed by twitter and the guilty till proven innocent thing, I hate myself for writing that💀)