Internet friendship

this isnt part of the story

hey guys,, this isn't part of the story so if you don't care just skip to the next chapter, but hey. it's leah. again..
so this is a long time after where you guys are reading in fact this is right now, where you guys are is 2 months ago.

He makes me so fucking sad. so does the whole situation. I haven't slept in 2 days and yesterday when my mom went grocery shopping i layed in the back of her car and cried myself to sleep. that's so pathetic? don't even pretend it's not.

ok you have to see the movie "love Rosie" because then it will remind you of this situation. but, in the very beginning she doesn't realize she likes him. they're sitting on the beach with all of their friends and he asks her if he should ask out this girl he likes (you can see in her face that she wants to go with him, but she says yes to be a good friend) and she texts him later on because she needs to tell him something really important, but he can't be there then because he's with the other girl. She almost tells him how much she fucking hates her and them together, but she doesn't and instead she cries herself to sleep. then like 15 years later she sees him marry that same girl and gives a HUGE speech about seeing people you love, love someone else, and how much he means to her, and she cries in her car on the way home.

does that remind you of the situation at all? we'll probably not yet but it does to me perfectly. why does he like Cassie? what is so special about her? they're just friends and he knows it but he knows I could treat him so much better. he thinks I used to like him... we got in this big fight one time about it.. you haven't seen that fight yet. point is he doesn't know I STILL LIKE HIM, and I guess I told myself that I don't like him, but I know I do. so that's all, sorry for spoiling some stuff. but I have no one to talk to. that's all, bye

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as always, thanks for reading, keep commenting, comment cucumber dick if you read this far 😔😌 love always -Leah