Jake woke up in johnnies bed while jhonnie was laying on his chest'the fuck?'he tought to himself
then he realised what happend last night
-flashback to last night-
(jakes POV)
i could bareley think anymore, there were people everywhere, it was loud, warm, everyone was drunk
it was ways to much for a normal human to function in, let alone for me.
i was trying to find johnnie, he never was a fan of parties like this so i promised tara to look after him. shes gonna kill me if she finds out i lost him
'JOHNNIE. WHERE ARE YOU?' i kept on yelling, hoping hed hear me
eventually i decided i was gonna look in the rooms of this big fucking house. pushing myself trough all the people, trying to get to the hallways
when i finally got to the hallway is stumbled around, tryibg to find johnnie
I could hear moaning from almost every door
I felt a bass of the music
It was hot
My mouth was dry
I couldn't think anymore
I was out of breath
I started panicking 'fuck Tara's going to kill me'
I tought to myself while sitting down leaning against a wall
I couldn't take it anymore, I tried to stand up I walked around the house. Opening every door
I was starting to cry after I couldn't find him
'J-JOHNNIE PLEASE, WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU IM SCARED' I yelled hoping he would hear me and just walk out of one of the doorsHe didn't.
'Fuck' I tought to myself
Then I just collapsed to the ground
I just sat there rubbing my eyes while tears were spilling out
My breathing heavy
At this point I was just a puddle of sweat and panic
I'm being such a baby
He's probably just having fun but I couldn't relax until I know for sure
I love himAfter a while I heard the party dying down
The music stopped, a few voices where to hear
I calmed down a bit but my gut was still twisted at the fact I didn't know where Johnnie was
I just sat against a wall, hoping he'd walk by
1.00 am nothing
1.30 am nothing
2.15 am nothing
After a while I felt my eyelids start to get heavierThe next thing I know is waking up, in a warm, soft, comfortable bed
With an figure with emo hair next to me
Johnnie
I smiled and put some of his hair behind his ear
He looked so peaceful like this
His sharp features sticking out perfectly in the moonlight
It was still night apparently
I looked around for my phone until I luckly found it in my pocket
I turned it on, immediately blinded by the light that came off it
4.50 am
I looked around and saw a bathroom door
I got up and walked into the bathroom
I closeted the door behind me and put on the light
'God I look rough' I tought as I looked into the mirror, I fixed up my hair a bit and splashed some water into my face
God, if only I could be as pretty as Johnnie(Johnnies POV)
I woke up to a light and some shuffling, and with a massive headache
I slowly opend my eyes en rubbed the sleep out of them
I got up to the bathroom where I assume Jake was
'Hi' I said quietly
'Hey babe' jake said. His eyes widened realising what he said 'I'm sorry I didn't mean to-'
'It's fine don't worry abt it' I blushed
'I dragged you into this room after I found you in the hallway sleeping against a wall, everything okay?' I asked
'Yea uhm- *cough* I Was looking for you and kinda panicked when I couldn't find you' jake said, a bit embarrassed
'Awhee babyyyy' I cooed hugging him
I get Jake was taken aback a bit but I didn't care
My head. On his shoulder, my arms around his chest
His right hand on my waist, his left hand playing with the hairs in my neck
'It's fine don't worry I was talking with Kyle, yk the one from MDE, I didn't know he'd be here but he was and my messages weren't sending and I tought you'd probably Be to busy to be hanging out with me, you deserve a real party for once instead of looking out for an anxious emo walking behind you 24/7' I said calmly
Jake pulled away from our hug, looking at me confused and a bit mad?
'Johnnie. Listen to me. You are never a burden. I genuinely like hanging out with you, you may be an anxious emo but your my anxious emo and you being at party's make them more fun for me. And I've wanted to say this for so long and I didn't imagine it being now or here but.. I Love You' Jake rambled looking hopeful
'W-wait you like me?' I asked
'No. I love you' jake smiled caressing my check with his left hand, his right still on my waist
It was like my body was molded for his hands
'I-I love you too jake. I love you so so much' I smiled tears forming in my eyes
My hands holding his face, thumbs circling onto his cheeks
He pulled my closer by my waist
I kept staring at his lips and I could feel him staring to
'C-can I kiss you jake?' I asked even redder, if that's even possible
'Yea..' he whispered
Closing the gap between us—————————————————————————
Idk how to end these things😭🙏
Well I wanted to upload this yesterday but I fell asleep 😗✌️
Anyways peace out thug pugs