Just His -Jinkook

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Jungkook walked out and felt not easy when soojin was checking everything even checking all kitchen cabinets. He smiled and let her do it.
Considering seokjin's condition and all the words he have told jungkook.

'aunt might want me to say something. So. She can prove i am not a good person for my jin'

Jungkook let her do whatever she wanted and walked to jhope.

"so you got weak.. And looks exhausted "

Jungkook smiled and he scooted back to sofa his neck cracked making jhope look at him worriedly.

"son. Go take a nape as well. "

"but uncle all by alone you might be bored. "

"ahh no. We will-"

"we will watch tv. You go rest as well"

Jungkook looked up at soojin who was holding juice carton. He nodded smiling and walked to his bedroom laying down on the bed and sighed caressing his jinnie hair who flinched.

"you never flinched.... What's you watching? "

Jungkook asked seokjin scooting closer taking him in his arms and a soothing sigh left his lips letting him close his eyes.
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Seokjin whimpered in sleep making jungkook wake up. He moved away and saw seokjin tearing up while flinching.

"hey. Oh my baby.. You seeing nightmares? "

Jungkook asked in soothing voice while holding him in his arms caressing his head whispering into his ears trying to make him space out.

"hear me out. Follow my voice. You are all safe and sound. Just like a pollybear. My cute baby.  That's right. Follow me. "

Jungkook smiled when slowly he heard a hum from seokjin knowing he is now calm and now holding his shirt.
Jungkook kissed his head worrying about the boy in his arms who keep going down in mental health.

"i want you back. Like you were . My innocent. Kind baby. Please don't go from me.."

Jungkook stopped feeling seokjin moving in his arms.

"you waking up ?".

Seokjin hummed laying straight and slowly opened his eyes looking at jungkook with faint smile.

"i am back... I won't go.. "

Seokjin whispered back and before he could tear up jungkook hugged him tight.

"h-"

"let's go through it together. You are not giving up. "

Seokjin smiled and nodded against him.  For  few minutes they stayed like that.. Slowly jungkook pulled away caressing his cheeks. He sat up and seeing that seokjin also sat up going into jungkook's hold automatically he placed his head on the older's chest.

"you know.. Uncle came.. "

Seokjin beemed up at that and looked up at jungkook who nodded kissing his forehead.

"so he is outside.. Let's freshen up and go meet him? "

Seokjin nodded rushing to washroom getting fresh.

"daddy came when?"

Jungkook smiled at him and got beside him washing his face as well.

"when we came back from long drive. And they were outside my apartment "

"they? "

Seokjin asked turning. Jungkook hummed drying his face and after that his own taking him out urging him to sit.

"aunt came as well. "

Seokjin eyes widened and he gulped looking down at his lap.. Jungkook slowly touched his hands wanting to know if seokjin is okay to be held, that made him feel relax when seokjin held him.

"seokjin... You know something?"

Jungkook started slowly.

"what's worst then a worst ruler.? "

"the one who keep the king do whatever he wants... "

Seokjin pouted and looked up.

"sometimes we need to speak up. What we like or not. What we want to do and urge to do.. Right? If you keep letting someone tell you. It means.. You are living for them but not you"

"bu-but-"

seokjin lips trembled as he started.

"but what? "

"but that's my mother. "

"exactly baby. She is your mother. And uncle is your father. You all share same blood. You have a mother.. That's the thing... You ever tried to talk to her? "

"i did.. Why you think i  am at fault?. You.. She said.. She brainwashed you too? "

"baby no no no. No one can brainwash me or say anything about you to me. "

Seokjin breath got labored. He rurned his head away but letting his hold on Jungkook's hands tight.

"don't you think.. She is here to think for you.. You are damn lucky baby.. See.. Here i am. I am alone since i was 17. My father doesn't contact me fearing his new family would caught him and start arguing and my mother?? "

A painful chuckle left his lips making seokjin look at him with concern.

"you know.. My mother just send my a package.. Once a year. Not even knowing my size or liking. Not even"

"i am so sorry "

Seokjin hugged him getting onto couch and pulled his haed on his shoulder.

"hyung. Shh. No no. "

Jungkook pulled away hardly although seokjin kept  pulling him. He held his shoulder after wiping his face.

"i won't say.. She is right at making you feel like you are her property.. Or not letting you live your life. I just want you to talk it out for once...tell her what you want to do with yourself. What you like. Or what you desire... I know she is hard type personality.. But baby. I don't want you to loose yourself.. I don't want to loose you. I have only you. In this world i have only one person i don't want to see hurting "
"hyung i-"

"no.. Tell me you will try once. For me.. Look at me! "