Just His -Jinkook

💢 21 💢

A whole week passed away like a glimpse. Jimin came over once at seokjin's. Who enjoyed his company a lot. But the boy ended up in jungkook's apartment.

"how was duo study session?"

"that went well.. But i missed you."

Jungkook chuckled when seokjin crawled on the bed trying to get into his arm. He lifted and seokjin rolled his body to get in his embrace.

"why?"

"because you are my hyung"

Seokjin looked up and kissed his cheeks.

"what you doing?"

Seokjin asked peeking at the notes he was holding.

"nothing just going through stuff of upcoming projects"

Seokjin hummed.. Turning into jungkook's arms laying his head on his lap. He kept staring at the elder with soft smile who chuckled caressing his hand.

"you don't find me annoying?"

Jungkook looked from his notes bopping his nose with his finger.

"noo.. Why.? You are my bubble"

Seokjin hummed.

"what about whinny?"

Jungkook hummed pinching his cheeks.

"no. Never "

"and an attention seeker?"

By this jungkook placed the pages aside patting seokjin waist to gesture him to sit. When he was face to face.

The older wrapped arm around his waist pulling him close.

"you are none of them. You are my cute, jolly hamster , my bubble. My jinnie. Who is light of my life. That I never want it to diminish.. "

Seokjin smiled tearing up.

"hey. No no. Baby. No cries"

Seokjin nodded unwrapping arms from his waist and got a little up on his knees kissing jungkook's cheeks again but as jungkook's attention went to the fast wind telling the arrival of rain., his head turned toward the window and seokjin lips landed on his.

Both froze.. Jungkook was the one to pull away first but seokjin stayed there frozen in his thoughts.

"hyung.... I.."

"it's okay. Bab-" seokjin hugged him tightly in embarrassment.

"it's okay babe. My mistake.."

Seokjin hummed nuzzling his neck making jungkook squirm.

"what's that?"

Jungkook smiled at him he patting his cheeks making him hum.

"that's called peck. It's so to show love and admiration to someone you love with your heart.. "

"should i go peck Eomma and ap-"

"no no. It's not done with parents.. "

"then? "

Seokjin pulled away staring at jungkook..

"then someone you love.. "

"i love you hyung. So let's kiss-"

Seokjin leaned but jungkook stopped him.

"you love me as hyung. Baby."

Jungkook mumbled trying not to break down there. It was like he is reminding himself.. What his place is.

"then when can i kiss you? I want to kiss only you. "

Seokjin pouted not knowing what he is doing to jungkook's heart.

"babe let's discuss it later... I need to go to washroom "

Jungkook pushed seokjin of him and rushed to washroom where he closed the door kneeling on the floor.
Jungkook held his chest hitting his chest to stop his pain while seokjin kept waiting for him..

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When jungkook came out seokjin had fallen asleep. So he decided not to think and just laid on bed staring at seokjin not wanting to touch or hold him for tonight, his aching heart is not giving him excuses to accept seokjin doesn't love him.

By the time it was morning jungkook wake up. He found seokjin on top of him holding his shirt.. He closed his eyes taking deep breath he pushed him slowly and got up changing into his dress...
Although it wasn't any class in today for him to attend he made seokjin simple breakfast he walked out after leaving a note.

All painful things are summing up making his heart feel so heavy to break. But he can't break away like he didn't suffer.

"i didn't suffer for this long to break now. I can't.. "

Jungkook sat on the bench by the river staring at the waves.. People laughing while jogging, some where just sitting there by the shore, some kids were running in uniform probably going to school while he was there alone.

His cellphone buzzed but he didn't look at it. Who called or not. He wants to be alone.
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Seokjin was awake when jungkook came back to bed. He stared at him a little.. Watching sore expression really troubled him.. He kept waiting for the older to sleep.

"what happened so suddenly.. That you won't hold me anymore? "

Seokjin mumbled angrily opening his arms and laying on his chest.

When he woke up and found a note on his bedside saying.:

"i prepared breakfast for you... Don't worry. I am just going to have fresh air... "

That was his last straw. He is bothered about how jungkook keep pushing him. He sat up wore his shoes and ran out to find him.
After 45 minutes he found him in the lake view park crying silently watching the waves. His heart clenched at that state of older but he needs to remind him angrily this time.

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"so you are that tired of me to not attend my call hyung??? "

Jungkook eyes pooped open he looked at the person who was right now kneeling Infront of him..

"s-seok. Seokjin"

Seokjin sighed softly witnessing the emptiness in older's eyes. He softly stood up sitting beside him.

"you have me "

Seokjin whispered pulling jungkook letting him placed his head on his shoulders. Jungkook sighed deeply letting seokjin intervene their hands kissing on it.

"let's go home..? "

Jungkook nodded and let seokjin drag him wherever he wants to..
Seokjin tried to make him talk but jungkook just got silent answering him with hum making him so worried. He gave him a sandwich that he quietly ate going to his bed.

Seokjin got onto the bed pulling jungkook close depite his efforts of moving away.

"don't push me away. Please. Let me be your sheild. Tell me what's bothering you. Even if you don't tell me. I am here. For you.. Always "

Jungkook didn't respond. He slowly placed his head on seokjin's chest while sighing. Younger quickly started running his fingers through his scalps..

"i won't leave you. Even if you push me away "

Jungkook heart skipped a beat hearing seokjin determined words.

'i don't want you to leave me.. Please don't leave me'

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