MINHO POV
I woke up the next morning really without Jisung with me, I was very tired but I had to go practice the dance steps for our next performance knowing people still wouldn't care even if I worked my ass off. But before I left the members told me bye and continued looking talking like I was just a guest or something but I didn't think much about but someone was still staring at me and it was Bangchan he signaled me to talk outside then I left
"Minho are you okay you're skinnier, your eye bangs are darker" chan said very worried
"I'm fine" I once again lied as always
"Minho stop lying to me I'm done with this I'm just tryna to help but you always shut me down let me in bunny stop hiding pls" he said about to cry
"I need to practice" I said then left while he was screaming my name
I didn't feel anything it was just numb this feeling was numb almost like I had gotten used to it to even cry anymore all i could do was work, work very hard and that's exactly what I did
I started working hard maybe too hard
1 DAY BEFORE THE PERFORMANCE
"Guys one day before we perform no more playing games everyone needs to me on their a-games okay and Minho I don't want to see you here after 2pm"
"What do u mean I also need to practice" Minho questioned back
"No you don't you've done too much its okay its not like they will notice u either way" Chan said but slapped his hand over his mouth when he realized what he said
"You're right I'm sorry hyung"
Chan hated the way Minho called him hyung instead of Channie
"Lets start'
While they were dancing everyone was amased at how Minho danced his moves were flowing like a river but one person wasn't HAN he wasn't suprised before when him and Minho were better he'd always do freestyles for Han and do sexy dances too they were so in love back then
"Minho you can leave now" the leader said sternly and Minho packed his backs about to go then he got a call he checked his phone he saw the ID and immediately picked
"Yes dad what's the problem"
"Minho your m..mo.."
"Dad what are u saying, what happened to mom" he said slighty raising his voice causing the members to be more curious
"She's go..gone minho s..she go..gone"
That's all Minho needed to drop on the floor
MINHO POV
I didn't faint I just dropped to the floor crying my life out the only person I had was now gone what was the point of being alive there was no reason for me to be crying I should probably go meet her in heaven right she's missing me all that was in my head was just my mother was gone
"Minho what's the problem are u alright what happened" so many quetions were asked and I wasn't read to answer them so I looked at Jisung hoping he would still remember our body language signs and yes he did which slightly made me less sad
"Guys later let him have a break" jisung said smiling at me
I got up and ran, I don't know where I was going but I just ran, far way from reality far, far from my job, far from my friends, far from my family, far from just everything
But then I found myself in my mom's flower shop she loved this shop with so much passion she used every bit of money she made and invested it into the shop but all of a sudden another flower shop which was bigger was built beside her and her business was falling and I always tried to back her up she will tell she's fine but I will always go behind her back and buy her new flowers for her shop even though my pay wasn't high compare to the other members that's when Jisung would give me money even when I say no but at some point when I and jisung were getting rocky i stopped asking him for money and was doing side jobs, but my sickness was getting worst cause of stress so I had to start doing meds and the drugs were not cheap at all which led to less money coming into my mom's shop, less customers and a business fail so she closed down her shop and was at home with my dad, but my dad barely around cause he was working harder since mom wasn't working anymore and now she's dead she's gone from my life forever what did I ever do to deserve this if I wasn't a stupid fucking idol I would've been there to support her so I decided I was going to leave Kpop and rebuild my mom's flower shop and support my dad so he doesn't leave too
My aunt called
"M..minho you're dad had a stroke the d..doctors are saying he may not m..make i..it I'm so sorry" she said sobbing
I dropped the phone cying heavenly I had fully lost everything nothing left, no one left she's gone, he's gone too Jisung's gone, I just kept crying all the pain I've been bottling up I let it all go and it fucking hurts knowing there's no one to support me not even the earth
The later in the afternoon I walked back to dorm knowing we were going to perform tomorrow once I walked in everybody was laughing I was happy everybody was happy and slightly smiled but it faded remembering my mom
I walked to my room and was staring at nothing just staring the my door opened but I was too tired to look at who it was
"Minho are u okay"
I didn't notice when one tear slipped from my eye
"I'm fine " I said not feeling like talking
next thing the person back hugged me and I melted knowing it was Jisung
"I missed u" he said kissing my collarbone and slightly sucking on it
"Not..n.now jisung"i said not feeling like it
"You see, you see why I slept with Hyunjin cause you're so boring go fuck yourself" he said then left
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