HATE COMMENTS MINSUNG

Part 6

                                                    MINHO BEFORE :) 😂😂😅😅(HAPPY)

AFTER:( 😥😥😓😓😔😟 (DEPRESSED)

(Imagine this to be Minho without the height and hair😄😄)....

Minho had reduced a lot and it wasn't healthy for his health especially his sickness  but who cared the only three people who cared about him were gone two gone for life and one lost he didn't know what to do anymore he just sat on the chair as the hairdresser was styling his hair making sure she put less effort in making it look good 

He didn't care he didn't give one shit cause he was done, done with everything but yet he couldn't give up on his career and that's what pushed him a little bit just a tiny little bit he always saw a light at the bottom of the tunnel he never fully gave up on anything but at this time in his life he just didn't know what to do and he wasn't gonna look for what to do

"Why are you so thin the clothes don't even fit in properly anymore" the stylist said Minho heard her but pretended to not cause she was after all saying the truth

"Do u even eat or are you again trying to make people like you it will never happen Minho but its good to wish" she said smiling "like a child" she murmured the last part

He was about to cry but he held it in well he tried but he couldn't stop them from falling cause when he looked at this woman he remembered his mom and how she would usually say the opposite of everything she said 

He once again ran but he ran to the toilet and Jisung saw him run and followed him worried 

JISUNG POV

I was talking with Changbin but I didn't notice Minho in the room the last time we performed was long ago and at that time Minho was so happy so when we were about to perform you would always hear his voice from miles away I know he hasn't been doing well but I had hope he would happy at least their first performance in 10 months but when I saw him it looked the stylist was telling him something and he looked like he was about to cry then I saw him run while the stylist was smiling proudly 

I entered the restroom but I didn't see anyone I was opening all the doors until one was locked and I called out for Minho already knowing he was in there well I thought.....

"Minho are u okay" 

"yeah I'm fine how do u know I was in here" he asked still in the toilet

"Well I saw you run here so I wanted to check on you" I said proudly 

"Why tho..." he was saying but he unlocked the door and came out 

"When I looked at him I only then realized the difference in Minho's body he was really skinny compare to before 

"What happened or are you going to judge me too" he said washing his hands 

"No of course no.." I said wondering why he would think something like that 

"Minho you're getting skin..." I was saying 

"I lost my parents and I'm leaving straykids" he said with a straight face showing no single emotion just numbness

"What" I shouted 

"Just wanted you to know since your my more than friends boyfriend" he said with a questioning look

"Sorry for the loss but you can't leave, you can't leave us" I said trying to convince

"Why, why can't I ever since I stepped into this career everything's been going downhill for me what have I achieved being in this group huh Jisung you of all people should know what I went through just because of this group and I'm still going through it if I was never in this group I would've been there to help my mom, to support her and my father I would've known she had the same fucking sickness as me and also what's the point of me being here when I know I will soon die and there's no one who would actually mourn for me HUH DON'T U GET I've suffered enough and I can't do this anymore I'm done with this life" he said about to go but I held his wrist 

"Minho you can't leave me" 

"I already did the moment you did" 

with that he left me a crying mess 

All that was in my mind was that Minho was going and I needed to fix that fast I mean really fast

SHORT CHAPTER (SORRY)