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-All she needed was a glass of water, at least thats what she thought coming downstairs in the kitchen feeling his presence in the room just as soon as she took the last step. ''How did you find me?'' she asked grabbing a glass pouring some water from the sink in the dark with her back turned against the man of her past who was silent the whole time watching. He didnt speak he just watched her with his hat on like people could see when in reality it was a silent dark night they were alone in her big kitchen, her husbands mansion.
"People have been looking for you, i know Tony has i have , Wanda has.." he kept his head low as he sat on the chair right across her, no one lit up the lights no one dared to move from the darkness but they knew.
"Go back and tell her i am dead then" Natasha said sipping just a bit of her water before placing the glass down, her stomach made a twirl her chest felt heavy he shouldnt be there, no no not when she just got over it not when she just started forgetting about it. She had moved on she didnt need to be held back by him or her ex best friend.
"But you are not dead Natasha or Natalia Shostokov what do you prefer now i wouldnt want to ruin your new name or your husband's name" Steve spoke with firm in his voice he wasnt the same man he was before things had changed, he knew she knew it had been a long time since the tower since the assemblance of the avengers. They werent young people no more they werent old either.
"Natalia Shostokov has never met you Rogers she doesnt know you, you thought sneaking into my house in the middle of the night while my husband is off was a good idea? what if my kids woke up? What if he was here you are not as smart as you think still the silly blond boy.." she was now walking towards the cabinet where she kept her cigarettes in case of an emergency.
Smoking a bad habbit she always had after the awful things she went thru. She tried to cut it multiple times to no avail.
"I need you back home and its important Tony has been sick, the team is falling apart its been years Natasha let this behind its time to come home i missed you... we we missed you.. " he finally opened just a small light to take a good look at her and her face instead of seeing the shadow right in front of him who was litting up her cigarette next to a small window looking right at him with her green eyes. Her body had gotten skinnier her hair was now brown but her eyes were still the same eyes that man had fallen for.
"I am sure you and your girlfriend are managing no need to bring me in and there is no way I am coming back to your shithole mess leave before i make you leave" she said taking a puff not missing a beat. Her face was stone cold she had cried enough the black widow had been brought back months after she had left the tower, her life. She had a new life a fake life she made for herself she wouldnt let him ruin it.
"You know i never understood were you mad at me for not waiting around like a puppet or because i went with your best friend which you had fallen for, you couldnt choose could you?" He actually said that looking at her closely but wouldnt dare to step anywhere near her unless he wanted his head to hit agaisnt the floor
"Cut the bullshit nothing ever happened between me and her, I moved on i am a married woman and if i have to come back back down to my kitchen and you are not gone you will regret it, if i see you anywhere near my house, my husband or life i will make sure you do not walk again" She kept her head high her eyes full of warnings full of threats full hatred. He stood from his chair.
Had he gotten taller, had she gotten shorter? No it has just been a long time
"Threats are easier for you Romanoff than facing things well here is a threat if you dont come back you will be forced in the end i am not leaving you again you will realise how stupid and unsuitable this life is for you, because this is not you Nat i know you.. i am your real husband.." he spoke like a day hadnt passed reaching out for her robe getting closer to her almost hovering her "this isnt the Natasha i know" he whispered as she did not look up at him the tension, the attraction was there it always was
"but maybe after all you have gotten soft rich husband that knows no past of yours, you really played it good right there Romanoff but i know all about you and so does Wanda so do the others. Your husband deserves to know doesnt he? Think about it your past is just one letter away its ready"
"And i was wondering what happened to sweet old you, a bastard thats what you have become" She tried to take his hands off her robe looking up at him not even knowing what she wanted his hands off or on..
"You know if you and Wanda are trying to spice things up in the bedroom find someone else Amerca's golden bastard" she whispered the last part with the voice she always used to them knowing it would get on his nerves but also knowing it would arouse him enough just so she can push him off with her leg he fell back a few steps easily
"You know i wont leave" he looked at the brunette woman in front of him who opened her robe just enough for him to see a little before she tied it tighter
"We both know you will I dont have time for you, her or your stupid little team Natasha is dead find someone else for the team, Natasha switched sides Rogers get over it" She gave him a disaproval look taking a bottle of her husband's whiskey in her hand starting to walk off to where she recently walked down from "Make sure my husbands guards dont see you getting out" she said knowing exactly how he had gotten in
"Its not over Natasha I will not let you go not again just like that I will be back we both know that like those four years back, because this is not your home, things have been said but we can fix this" He closed off the light knowing she could hear him as Natasha made her way upstairs with the heavy heart returning like those years ago.
Steve smiled to himself thinking about her as he started making his way out exactly like how he got in. She was just as pretty just as smart and sexy like the day he had met her. His natasha was there and he was going to bring her back.
She knew Steve hell she knew he wouldnt give up he would be back to prove a point he thought was right but maybe it was, maybe she missed this, she thought opening the bottle of whiskey taking a big sip as she sat on the big bed looking over at her husbands empty side. But she would either ignore him or hurt him she wouldnt let him or her get into her head.
Her husband was a big thing always planning galas and outings steve already knew his way he knew what he had and was going to do and so did natasha deep now.
He could have given her a sorry he could have apologized but now his ego and pride were too high. Hell he was her bestfriend things had gotten too complicated too heated before she left with both wanda and steve.
A lot had changed for the both of them, she had gotten letters from Tony but she never opened them so thats what she was going to do before she heard cries echo the hallway. .
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what happened between them..
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Betrayed love (romanogers..)
RomanceNatasha left her lover and life all behind once again and built herself a new one a fake one now in Russia with a husband with a whole house. Steve wouldn't give up so easily on her he never did. He would chase her even at the end of the world but t...