A Love for the Pages (Chapter 1)

Chapter 1

I just stepped off the train this morning, and already by the afternoon I'm a soccer mom. Well, the 'game' is track and field, not soccer, and Mom sold the Caravan while I was gone and replaced it with this compact sedan, but it's basically the same thing. I'm sitting here in the car parked with four vans one way and three vans the other, just another woman here to pick up her kid. Okay, my brother isn't 'my kid,' either. I'm a track and field sister, not a soccer mom. The point is, I'm already counting the days until summer is over. Huh. Never thought I'd say that. At least I didn't before college, anyway.

I get a glance every few seconds through the space between two bleachers of one scrawny high schooler after the other stumbling across the track, his arms scrunched against his chest, his mouth open in probably stilted breaths. If pressed to admit it, such a sight used to excite me. Now they all seem like little boys. I unscrew the bottle cap on my lemon tea and take a swig with one hand, rifling through my purse with the other. I find what I'm looking for and slip the well-worn copy of Pride and Prejudice onto my lap. I open it one-handed to the page with the most recently bent corner, the book flopping open easily thanks to the wrinkles of the multiple creases peppering the spine. I take another drink, my gaze hitting the corner of my Kindle case sticking out of my purse on the passenger seat. A hundred e-books and counting, and one of my three beat-to-a-pulp favorites are almost always in my hand in those moments between doing something and doing something else. "Now maybe you can get rid of the books taking up all that space in your room." Mom beamed as she handed me the graduation gift—it was definitely thoughtful of her. Surprisingly thoughtful. Until Mr. Wonderful opened his mouth and revealed it was less about celebrating my interests and more about being practical, as usual. "You can't bring a bookshelf to a dorm. You're going to share the space with someone new, and it's rude to bring a bunch of junk that'll just take up space." Cooper always seemed to forget I was rooming with Deana. Still, he had a point. The books stayed behind mostly. Except for the three books practically starting to disintegrate.

There's a pounding at my window. I jump, sloshing the open tea bottle all over my lap—all over my book. I scream and am rewarded with muffled laughter. I slam the bottle into the cup holder and am ready to shoot Owen my most 'you're moronic' look and immediately feel my face flush as I come face-to-face with Sinjin through the driver's side window. I look away quickly, like staring at the steering wheel and ignoring the drops of tea on my lap will make the whole situation disappear. There's more laughter from the other side of the car and more pounding, too. I just keep staring ahead.

"Open up!"

I snap out of it, flicking the unlock button on my side and crossing my arms as Owen opens the back passenger door and tosses his filthy gym bag onto the back seat. I can't bring myself to look to see if Sinjin is still standing there, but even so, I feel this presence, like the shivers running down my spine are my own Spidey sense warning me, "He's here. He's here. Don't make a fool of yourself."

Too late for that.

"Yo, earth to Spoon! Guess you killed her, SJ." I hate when Owen calls him that. I hate when Owen calls me Spoon. No one else needs to turn every name on the planet into something new.

My own personal your-ex-boyfriend-okay-you-just-went-to-three-dances-together-and-never-officially-became-an-item-so-is-that-really-an-ex-boyfriend-is-nearby Spidey sense relaxes—and where exactly was that superpower before he pounded on the car window?—and I breathe a sigh of relief. I suddenly remember my wounded (paperback) warrior on my lap and scramble for the Kleenex box on the floor behind the seat, grabbing one tissue after another in painstaking single serve doses, and I look up just in time to see Sinjin bumping his fist against Owen's shoulder, laughing, smiling that chiseled Greek-god smile that lights up his gorgeous dark skin, and I freeze again.