God, why am I like this..
Can't even follow simple directions.
Maybe I do love her less than Angel.
She's probably right.
I don't know how to fix myself.
No matter what I do
I seem to be in the wrong.
I can't differentiate it.
Am I?
Is it me? Is it her?
Nobody else has this problem with me.
But
It's only her
Why?
I'm always doing good until
I hear
See
Talk with
Argue with
Her
To her
I'm useless
Ungrateful
Stupid
Lazy
Selfish
But the light switches
And suddenly
I'm loved and appreciated
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Do you think I love you?
That's what you ask?
After all the arguments?
Insults?
Backlash?
Yet you vent to me
And when I speak or move a certain way
I'm selfish and don't listen
And you just wanna say.
So I adapted
And tried
But when I do the same
Interruptions and see it my way
So again
I adapted
And refrained
I did something else
I found someone else
But then it was
I'm telling all your business
So again
Like always
I'm selfish and useless
And I adapted
So I sit here alone
With no one else to hold
But i'm expected
To tell you my ways.
