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I turned to look at Mouth who was now standing umm I had a question for you before you go. Okay ask away. D-do you wanna be my girlfriend? He said it so nervously I couldn't believe he had actually asked me that. Yes omg of course I do, Mouth I love you I have loved you since the day we meant I'm so happy you asked I jumped starting into his arms hugging him tight. Someone's happy he laughed. I am I really am, but I do still have to go home I already told mom I was coming home for the night but I love you I'll see you tomorrow for school okay. Yea that sounds great see you then I love you too. I walked out of the house happier than ever, I hopped on my bike and began to bike home. I finally reached my house and walked inside I was still so happy I couldn't believe that this was my life that this actually was happening I was snapped out of my thoughts by my mom what's got you so happy? She asked oh um I found a penny and that's good luck right? Yes but I still think there is something else you can tell me honey don't keep secrets. I wanted to tell her but if I did I don't think she would let me go over to his house or ever be alone with him again. Oh uhh no that's it I just found a penny. Okay if you say so. She walked off and went into the kitchen. I walked into my room and sat down my bag and began putting away my things, I finish putting things away and flop on my bed I forgot what my bed felt like it made me miss Mouths bed I missed him but I knew I would see him tomorrow, but I still wanted to text him anyway (the next few lines are gonna be text messages) y/n: heyyyyyy m: hey did you just get home are you safe? Y/n: yes I'm home and yes I'm safe m: okay so i had a question y/n: what's up? M: should we tell our parents you know about us? Y/n: i don't think we should my mom would never let me go over there ever again and I don't think we want that lol m: yea i agree I really want you to be able to be in my bed again 😏 y/n: oh mouth igtg ttyl ( that's the end of the texts btw) i wait in my room and watch a movie until i hear the door opened and i hear my dad yell IM HOME! i run out of my room to see my dad i run and give him the biggest hug ever. Dad your home i missed you so much I'm so glad your okay i was worried about you. I'm safe and I'm okay I missed you too it is so good to see you. Okay dinners ready! My mom yelled. We all sat down for dinner and my mom starts conversation. So honey your daughter came home today excited because she found a penny do you believe that? No honey I really don't he turned to me so y/n why were you so happy it couldn't have been from a penny. I was visibly nervous I wish my mom never said anything but she did and now I had to find an answer ummmm okay well it wasn't just a penny.... I got really great news I looked at my plate scrambling for an answer uhh Betsy! It's Betsy she stopped wetting the bead no more washing sheets I laugh nervously I wait impatiently for an answer. Oh okay that makes sense my mom says oh yes why didn't you just say that? my dad says we continue to eat dinner and it was time for bed so I get my pajamas and hop in the shower. After my shower I head to my room and put a movie on and try to fall asleep. My alarm wakes me the next day and I get dressed ( you wear this)

 My alarm wakes me the next day and I get dressed ( you wear this)

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I go out to the kitchen and make a bagel for breakfast. Oh good morning honey I have to head to work but I will be back tonight at 5 okay love you. I love you too I say before she walks out the door she works at the florist shop downtown and dad leaves at 4 every morning so I never get to say goodbye because I don't get up that early. Every morning I bike over to Mouths house and then we bike to the top of Joey and Books street and we all bike to school together from there. I hop on my bike and head to Mouths house he's outside already waiting then we go to Joey and Books. We are all biking to school when I see Hayes walking I pass by him and wave he waves back I could see the jealousy in Mouths eyes but I didn't say anything. We got to school and I'm packed our things on my way to class I was stopped by Hayes. Y/n it's nice seeing you do you need someone to walk you home tonight? I'm sorry Billy but I don't Mouth usually walks me home but I can ask him if you can tag along. I would like that he smiles and he walks off to his class. TIME SKIP it's the last class of the day the class that me Joey, Book, and Mouth were in. Book was listening to the big soccer game and he was passing notes to Joey and Mouth about the game. Finally the bell rang and I gathered my things and walked out of class with Mouth. Hey Mouth I have a question for you. What's up? Would it be okay if Hayes walked with us tonight I told him I would ask you. His face changed from happy to jealousy and anger real quick. Are you kidding me no after the crap he put me threw he may have bailed us out at the hospital that day with Joey but that doesn't make us friends I don't think you should even be hanging around him but I still let you this is the last straw no he can't walk with us. I was in shock that he exploded on me like that I couldn't believe he got so angry. Okay well I know he hurt you guys but he's sorry you can see it on his face every time he walks by you and he still gets beat by his dad I hope you do know that, he's sorry he said it and he shows it everyday now stop being such a dick, you know what don't bother walking me home Hayes can because he's actually a decent human being I don't know what has got into you but you are not the Mouth I love. I walked off tears streaming down my face I wiped them away and took a deep breath and put on a smile as I walked up to Hayes. So Mouth isn't walking me home anymore so could you? Yeah sure let's go. We walked out of the school and hoped on our bikes and headed home. Mouths pov: I watched the tears fall from y/n face and I couldn't help but feel horrible what she said was true It was hard for me to forget what Hayes did I do know he's sorry but I just couldn't get over what he did and it made me jealous that he was hanging around her I know he likes her I mean who wouldn't and I'm worried he will take the only thing I love away from. I was to stunned to speak I watch her wipe her tears and walk over to Hayes. Shortly after they exit the school. Mouth are you okay? Joey said. Yea that looked rough Book added. I couldn't even really hear what they said her words were still ringing in my head it hit deep I was gonna cry but men don't cry so I just ran. I gotta go I yelled to Joey and Book running out the door I hopped on my bike and biked fast I just wanted to go home I didn't know what to do I hurt her and there's nothing I could do I messed up big time and I may have lost the thing I love most.



Heyyyy hope you enjoyed this chapter I'm really trying hard but idk how it's turning out so let me know feel free to message or comment I think you can do that lol

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