SMUT (Kokudou)

💧 Rot In Hell 💧

No One's POV:

Douma: "YOU FUCKING CHEATER!! HOW COULD YOU DO THIS TO ME AKAZA!??"

Douma stares at Akaza with "rage" written all over his face. Akaza looked down at the floor trying to avert Douma's gaze. Douma was holding his fan tightly. It was dripping blood from when he had previously used it to cut into Akaza's face when he found out.

Douma: "FUCKING ANSWER ME AKAZA!? WHAT THE HELL!!!"

Akaza finally looked up at Douma with cold heartless eyes, the look itself made Douma "shiver"

Akaza: "I would apologize and feel bad if I hurt you, but we both know I didn't. You never loved me in the first place Douma."

He said that in such a glum way. Douma looked hurt at this statement, and immediately went to defend himself

Douma: "You don't know how I feel!! I'm angry that you cheated on me!"

Akaza tsked and looked down at the floor, he was annoyed at Douma's behavior. He wondered why Douma was being such a drama queen when he couldn't even feel anything

Akaza: "Douma stop fucking lying to yourself, you can't feel shit."

He looked back up at Douma

Akaza: " You never loved me yet you pretended you did, so now that I don't love you you are 'angry'?"

He put up air quotations as he said angry

Akaza: "I loved you, I truly did love you at first. But you could never reciprocate your feelings back so I lost hope and moved on."

Douma looked down ashamed and disappointed

Douma: "I know... but I really did want to try. I want to feel something, anything! Anger, love, maybe even sadness..."

Akaza looked straight into Douma's lifeless eyes, trying to search for an ounce of emotion. But there was nothing, there was never anything except for pain and pleasure. The only emotions he knew Douma felt were the two very things that kept their relationship 'stable'

Akaza: "But you don't right?"

Douma looked at Akaza in his eyes, trying to replicate a face of guilt. Most people would have been convinced, but not Akaza. Akaza knew that Douma's facial expressions didn't tell you anything, it was his eyes that told you all the emotions he felt. So Douma nodded in response, confirming Akaza's reply. He sighed before continuing

Akaza: "That's why I cheated. I could never be in a relationship where my partner doesn't like me back. It hurts knowing you could never love me Douma.."

Douma felt nothing, but he felt that he had to relieve Akaza by telling him he felt something

Douma: "I'm sorry Akaza, I tried so hard to love you"

Akaza felt tears threatening to spill,so he turned around to leave before crying

Akaza: "I guess it wasn't enough"

He left Douma in his room, alone and disappointed. Disappointed that once again, he couldn't love someone..
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Kokushibo: "Hey are you ok?"

He knocked on Douma's door, 'he's been staying in his room all day. Why hasn't he come out?' Kokushibo thought.

Douma: "Yeah"

He answered through the door. 'Well that was weird?' Kokushibo was confused, Douma always sounded so happy and fake. But now he sounds bland and real, is this how he actually feels? Is he alright?? Million of thoughts started to rummage through Kokushibo's head. But then suddenly Douma threw the door open to stand face to face with Kokushibo. He looked directly into his middle set of eyes and huffed a breath of courage before speaking