SMUT (Kokudou)

🌺 Better Boyfriend 🌺

Senior AU Highschool, they're humanss

⚠️CW⚠️
*Like the tiniest bit of angst, it's not even that sad so I thought this would better fit the 🌺 rather than ❄️
*They're both 18
*Cheating but not between the main couple
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Sunday, 7:47pm

Kokushibo's POV:

"Yo Koku, I'm boreddd"

Douma flops backward on my bed and hangs on the edge of my bed upside down. His beautiful platinum blonde hair strays in front of his face and his rainbow eyes look into mine, he pouts. I chuckle and stay sitting on the floor while watching Mulan. He looks adorable like this, well then again, he's always cute.

"We're watching Mulan, how could you be bored??"

He scoffs and scowls playfully, Douma likes to fake emotions on his face. Even though we both know I can read him like an open book, he still insists on covering them up. He was diagnosed with depression and they were considering diagnosing him with Alexithymia due to his lack of emotions when it came to certain things. They decided against it since to certain people he was shown to be able to perform well with his emotions and he could form close relationships. He was still diagnosed with depression though since he has emotional trauma from his parents.

"You're not paying attention to mee"

That couldn't be further from the truth, I pay attention to him everyday, he's almost all I think about, but he doesn't know this. I roll my eyes affectionately and pull Douma onto the floor with me using his arms.
As I flip him over he yelps and lands flat on his pretty ass. His shirt rides up and I blush like a virgin maiden before quickly cooling down. Calm down Kokushibo, this isn't the fucking 1800's god why are you acting like this?!

"Hey man- what the fuck!?"

He looks at me shocked with an incredulous smile on his face, I smirk before saying

"I'm giving you my attention aren't I?"

He giggles at my remark and sits closer to me, my breath hitches but he doesn't notice luckily. I can smell his lavender scented shampoo and I feel the coldness his body naturally emits

"Kokuuu, cuddle meeee"

He's gonna be the death of me I swear. I sigh and wrap my arms around his waist, he buries his head in the area between my shoulder and neck and puts his hands on my chest. I'm wearing a tank top so his hands are really fucking close to my bare chest. Our legs entangle and I can feel the bare skin of his legs since he's wearing shorts. Tight shorts specifically, god his ass looks great in them. But we continue watching the movie, even though Douma isn't really paying attention. Suddenly Douma's phone goes off signaling a notification, he immediately reaches for his phone and sits up

"The fuck was that for-"

I say offended since he shoved me off of him, he interrupts me though

"Shut up, I think that was Charles who texted me!!"

I sigh heavily and he scoffs

"Koku I know you think he's a bad boyfriend but he isn't!"

Seriously Douma? Douma's one of the smartest guys I know, brain smart that is, and yet he can't see how toxic his boyfriend is? He literally saved Kotoha from her own abusive boyfriend! Sure Charles isn't abusive but he's sure as hell toxic nonetheless. He always ignores Douma's calls, barely makes time for Douma, they rarely go out on dates, all they do is fuck, and he neglects him on a daily basis. I'm sick and tired of it

"Yes he is Douma, you're just too blind to see that"

He gives me a side glare and huffs before crossing his arms