SMUT (Kokudou)

💧Human Life.💧

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SPOILERS!! There's gonna be spoilers to the manga for those who for some reason don't know the ending to Demon Slayer?? This is js in case, u should probably leave now lmao if u don't wanna be spoiledd
also I haven't actually read the manga BUT ik what happens (for the most part) so don't mind any mistakes pretty please
the anime is coming out soon anyway lmao but js in case
btw this may be ooc? i tried I'm sorry

I tried to make this angsty but idk if I succeeded?? lemme know at the end what y'all think, I tried
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Kokushibo's POV:

Kokushibo was certain that they would win this war. But there was a small part of him who was scared, scared of what though? Kokushibo had no reason to be scared, he knew they were going to win. They had to win.

Kokushibo needed to be better than-
than-
than..
...
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Than him.

He sometimes wishes he doesn't remember. Why would he want to remember his human life? Being a demon was better, he was stronger and more powerful. He was the strongest demon besides Muzan. He should be confident that they will win, that Muzan will officially take down the demon slayer corps. But still, even knowing they'll win logically he's scared about losing. And he knows he's scared simply because he remembers his human life.

He resents remembering.

But at the same time he knew it was a gift to be able to remember his past life. It only fuels his hatred for the demon slayers.

Kokushibo could feel himself stressing, but he wanted- no, needed to stop stressing. Muzan could easily read his mind and question Kokushibo's loyalty. Even if Muzan trusts Kokushibo slightly more than the other uppermoons and gives him freedom- he is still above him in strength. He could kill him easily, and Kokushibo would be powerless to stop it. Despite desperately trying to keep his mind off the battle he could feel himself thinking back to death and loss. Fuck, I need to get a grip. We will win. We have to win. I need to win. He paced across the Castle's floor for what felt like hours. Going through different outcomes in his minds. He was honestly surprised that Muzan hasn't reprimanded him for this betrayal.

Knock, knock!

Kokushibo flinched- which was pathetic in his mind- and whipped his head around to the door. He felt himself relax realizing that logically, it must be one of the other uppermoons. He walked towards the door and slid it open.

"Hey Koku!!"

Douma. His mind thought affectionately.

"Hello Douma." Kokushibo said, looking into Douma's lifeless beautiful eyes.

Douma was a... weird demon. He loved pissing other demons off and often acted fake. It was hard to tell what he truly felt, whether he despised you or truly liked you. Muzan never cared for Douma, Kokushibo knew that, but he also knew how strong Douma was. That was the only reason he was kept around.

Kokushibo knew he had a slight soft spot for him, but he had no idea why. Ever since Douma was turned into a demon, he held affection for him. At first, he believed it was strictly lust, Douma was an attractive person after all and Kokushibo loved his looks. But as he grew closer to Douma he found himself liking the strange demon who was energetic and bouncy yet blunt and cruel.

He even let Douma call him a stupid nickname. Normally, Kokushibo hated when other demons disregarded honorifics for Kokushibo. He saw it as a major sign of disrespect. But Douma was different, Douma has always been different.

"Is there anything I can do for you Douma?" Kokushibo said, he also found himself dropping honorifics in front of Douma.

"Why yes Koku there is!" He smiled with that wide slightly unhinged grin, "Wanna spar? Its good to get some practice before we act out our plan tomorrow!"