saudade | newtmas

SAUDADE

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A NEWTMAS HIGHSCHOOL AU

read your needs my needs if u havent already (this is a separate book, separate universe blah blah just read it anyways)

BOOK WILL NOT BE UPDATED UNTIL YOUR NEEDS MY NEEDS IS COMPLETED.
please be aware of this

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SAUDADE
(n.) a nostalgic longing to be near something or someone that is distant or has been loved and then lost;
'a love that remains'

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IN WHICH, Newt thought he was over his recent breakup with Thomas, until summer break ends and he sees the brunette for the first time and old feelings arise

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OR

for the first time since the breakup, Thomas and Newt are forced to be around one another
because of their shared friend group.

What happens when old feelings arise, and the truth to the breakup comes out after
months of misunderstandings?

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"i never stopped loving you, a love like
that doesn't just go away. I will always love you. You are my person."

"I wish i believed you."

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SAUDADE .... OR

song title,
i miss you im sorry by gracie abrams

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i thought you'd hate me
but instead you
called and said
'I miss you'
i caught it.

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i dont wanna go
think it'll make it
worse.
everything i know
leads me back to
us.

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all rights to the original author of the maze runner series, these are his characters, just with my storyline!!

like always, warnings for domestic violence, abuse, self harm, suicide attempts, eating disorders, underaged drinking and drug abuse!!!!

please remember if you struggle with anything, there are people around to help you, helplines, family friends, my dms are ALWAYSSS open no matter what.

love of love, beeeeeee