Recovery went well today so afterwards I decide to treat myself to a domino's to surprise him with the good news, I also need to tell Rachel about tomorrow but I'm nervous for how Levi is gonna react we've never really had a proper conversation about Maisie other than me telling him about how I got pregnant and gave her up for adoption. So I pick up his favourite pizza which is a meat feast and head home as it's quite late now.
Millie : babe I'm home ( walks into the kitchen ) Levi : hey baby you ok Millie : I'm more than ok I have some news * says with a big smile on her face * Levi : ok what is it Millie : I get to properly meet Maisie tomorrow at a coffee shop Levi : baby that great news * hugs me * Millie : I know but I'm so nervous Levi : you'll be ok I bet she's just as nervous Millie : true Levi : are you ready though because she's gonna have a lot of questions Millie : yeah more than ready I've replayed what might happen over and over in my head so I think I'm ready Levi : ok baby let's eat some food what time do you meet her Millie : 10:30 Levi : ok darling I love you Millie : I love you more Levi : impossible
I then kiss Levi and realise how much I love him he's always been by my side through everything, my high and also my lows but never left my side I hope him and Maisie get along then life would be absolutely perfect. We have some food then fall asleep on the couch.
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( the next day )
Millie pov :
I wake up around 8 o'clock this morning and my body is filled with anxiety. Today is the day that I'm meeting Maisie properly and I'm just all over the place l have a coffee to wake me up properly and get in the showers and choose and outfit for the day.
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* I decide to wear this *
After I'm finished getting showers and dressed it 9: 45 so now it's only 45 minutes until i meat Maisie I'm getting even more nervous so I decide to ring Rachel.
Rachel : hey bestie Millie : hey I have some news Rachel : what's the news Millie : I'm meeting Maisie properly in 45 minutes Rachel : oh my god are yous serious Millie : yeah I'm so scared Rachel : you will be ok she would have said no if she didn't want to see you Millie : I know but my anxiety is the worst it has been Rachel : just keep working on your breathing throughout it and I'm sure you will be ok Millie : I'll try anyway tell me some of your news Rachel : me and Millie are having issues Millie : why Rachel : I'm thinking about transferring teams just before the euros to Aston Villa but she dosent want me to which is a bit weird I'm not really sure what's going on with her Millie : do you think she's cheating Rachel : I don't want to just to any conclusions but it's not a stupid ideas
Me and Rachel speak for 20 minutes or so then yous both end the phone agreeing for a meet up soon, I go into the living room to say bye to Levi.
Millie : right baby I'm going I don't want to be late Levi : ok my darling go and smash it I love you Millie : I love you to
You then hug and kiss and say a few more goodbyes then I leave the house and get in the car, starting the 20 minute drive to the coffee shop.
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Maisie pov :
It's the day that I am meeting my proper mum and to say I'm a little nervous would be and understatement. Last night was not the greatest as I hardly slept I got woken up by Charlie shaking me as I was having a bad nightmare I had then a couple time now but I don't want to say anything I shouldn't be having bad dreams now as I'm older so I just keep it to my self as it embarrassing. When I wake up it's about 9 o'clock and Charlie's mum has shouted me down and Charlie down for breakfast she is letting Charlie go in abit late mrs Leigh is dropping her off on the way to the coffee shop.
Mrs Leigh : morning girl breakfast is on the take then yous can go upstairs and get dressed please Charlie : ok mum Maisie : ok mrs Leigh
Me and Charlie eat our breakfast well I say eat more like just move it around the bowls as I feel way to sick to eat but don't want to be rude so I take a few small mouth fulls. After breakfast we go upstairs and get dressed Charlie gets into her school uniform and I get into this.
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Charlie : hey you ok you've bearly spoke a word since you woke up Maisie : yeah sorry just really nervous Charlie : don't be you will be great and I'm sure she's just a nervous as you Maisie : I think I'm more scared for her answers to my questions Charlie : well you'll never know the answer if you don't ask so just bite the bullet and do it I'll always be here for you no matter what you already know that * Charlie hugs me * Millie : I appreciate you so much Charlie : me to now let's go down stairs before my mum kills us * you both laugh *
We get in the car and head to Charlie's school to drop her off first.
Charlie's mum : you ok Maisie Maisie : kind off just nervous Charlie's mum : that's totally normal I bet she's feeling the same way * you just send her and small smile *
After you have dropped Charlie off your head towards the coffee shop after about a short 10 minutes drive you pull up outside it and get out the car.
Charlie's mum : you ready to do this Maisie : ready as I will ever be
You then hug each other and walk into the coffee Shop .
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