Two years of working a job she was overqualified for. Ezra had finally had enough! She wanted more for herself and her future. Seeing her boss's girlfriend get the position she had worked so hard for motivated her to leave and finally stand up for h...
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"Ezra! Why are you wearing different clothes, and where are your clothes that you had on when you left yesterday." Nathalie asks as I make my way into our apartment. I look at her and to my surprise I see Jinyoung sitting right next to her. I began to walk towards my room ignoring Nathalie; I felt like he knew what I had done; he watched as I walked towards the love seat. "Hey are you just going to ignore me?." Nathalie asks as she walks behind me. I didn't want to say anything anymore. I felt so dirty.
"No I'm not, but for right now I would really like to be left alone. I will talk to you later Nathalie." I say as I begin to think about last night, I start to feel a little depressed. I walk into my room and close the door. I go straight into my bathroom and turn on the hot water. I quickly undress and put a towel around my body and look at my reflection in the long mirror that stands in front of me. I see myself for what I truly am; which is dirty. Tears start to run down my face as I wipe them away, but no matter how many times I wipe my tears away they continue to fall.
I finally decide to enter the shower, I let the water fall on me as I stand there. The more I thought the harder I started to cry; I grabbed the soap, and began to gently wash my body. When I looked down I could see my dried blood become wet as the water went down my thigh making its way towards the drain. I could no longer hold myself together; I didn't understand why Luca had to pick me. I just didn't understand. I begin to tighten my grip on the soap, violently rubbing my skin. I wanted everything Luca off of me. My eyes became blurry as tears heavily ran down my face; as I cleaned myself of last night. I knew that part of what happened was my fault. I should have just refused him. I didn't realize that I was crying so loudly until I heard Nathalie knocking on my bathroom door.
"Ezra, are you okay in there?" Nathalie asks, sounding worried as she walks into my bathroom completely. I covered my mouth and tried to hold back my tears but it was no use. I couldn't stop crying. When she opened the curtain I stood there in shock. Nathalie sighs and turns off the water. She grabs a towel and hands it to me, I take it and quickly wrap it around my body. "Come on let's get you dressed" Nathalie sighs, grabbing my hand and pulls me into my room, and sits me on the bed. She goes over to my dresser and hands me my lotion, a shirt, and night shorts.
"Thank you" I say as I wipe my eyes and begin to dry myself off. I put on my lotion, and put on my clothes. After I am finished Nathalie comes and sits down next to me; she holds me in her arms like a mother holds their child.
"Would you like to talk about it" She asks gently; I shake my head no as I put my head down I cry silently as she keeps holding me. "Ezra I don't know what happened, however from what I have seen today I think I get the picture loud and clear" Nathalie says as I just listen, my heart pounding in my chest because I already knew she knew. "Did Luca take your virginity?" I shake my head yes, not really wanting to hear myself say it out loud.
