my day isn't merry, without you..

[Chapter three- progress for her memory.]

[March 29- April 21,2024]

My day isn't merry, without you 
[Chapter three, progress for her memory.]

Violent, harmful, sensitive.. I guess

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[1/7/2025.]

As the January started, Jullianne felt lost without shanelle. But months and months of waiting, shanelle had finally awaken. Finally had came back from consciousness from her deep, far slumber.

When Jullianne heard the news, he was ecstatic, he was so glad shanelle was finally conscious and back alive. He finally got to see her again, made him happy as he got out of bed and finally took a shower. He went into the bathroom as he began undressing himself, removing his bandages, and went into the shower and began washing him self, using soap and shampoo, he finally felt fresh. Setting out the tub and dries himself up, and replaced hi bandages and wore a long sleeve blouse, a grey vest, and black pants with socks on. He immediately put on his black converse shoes and wore his sling bag. He was so excited to meet her again... To see her happiest presence back in his life, to finally feel complete....

As he went into the hospital, spoke to the nurse as he was given the visitor pass as he excitedly went to the hallway to go to the room of Shanelle. As he went to the exact floor level her room was, he searched frantically for her room, and as he seen the room, "Room 327," "Room of Shanelle C. Joy" he looks up at the room, excited as he took deep breaths and went inside.

He was greeted by the room's calm and warm atmosphere, Shanelle in the bed, resting softly and warmly, as the curtains were closed. Jullianne's face was changed to calmness to ecstatic happiness as he saw shanelle. Shanelle slowly woke up as her face was filled with neutralness, and confusion. Jullianne noticed that, must be symptoms of something or from a coma. He then slowly approached the bed at sat down by her, he smiled softly before tears of joy drop down.

He stared into her eyes happily, "s.. Shanelle?...... A.. Are you okay..? " he asked softly, filled with patience, as Shanelle took attention to him, "... Who are you? " she spoke, as Jullianne gasped, "w... Wha?" He mutter, "I.. Uhm... Said who are you? " she spoke once again, as she slowly notices the bandages up his hands, she slowly sat up with a grunt and gently took his arms on her hands, "hey... Why do you have bandages? " she softly questioned, Jullianne's eyes widen when she asked that, "just..... Nothing... " he responded, "... Huh.... Something feels familiar... " Shanelle thought, as her memories of Jullianne never faded, and other memories HAD faded away. "Are you sure? Do yo-" she was- "No- no, Thank you. Please do not ask too much, dear, please have some rest.... " Jullianne cut her off, seemingly uncomfortable with the topic.

The two spent the day together, Jullianne shared all of the stories that had happen to him while she was away. It was sad for her to hear that Jullianne had always been waiting, praying, hoping, and wishing her to be safe and sound, he shared so much stories and he couldn't wait to help Shanelle with her memory. He was too ecstatic to be with shanelle, he finally forgot about her worries, mental health, and his cuts.

Day pass as shanelle slowly had some progress but barely remembers any thing other than Jullianne himself. She remained the same Shanelle that Jullianne knew, he was glad that the old Shanelle, the love of his life, was finally back to consciousness. That made him heal from his mental state, it also made him forget about all the times he had mental breakdowns, kept cutting himself, and thought about suicide all days. It felt finally refreshing for Jullianne himself, he felt glad. He didnt want to really admit his real feeling right to Shanelle. Finally felt so welcome in his life, finally was reminded that he was human, cared, welcomed and noticed....