Daughter of America: a Y/N Rodgers x Bucky Barnes Fanfic (slowburn)

Chapter 10

TW: Abus!ve relationship

me: *sitting on my ass, eating pizza and watching a movie*

Sam: *calls me*

me: sup?

Sam: uhm

me: Sam?

Sam: bucky's in Jail.

me: what did you two do?

*A few moments later I get a text from John that Bucky got arrested but he's dealing with it and I just opt to let them sort this out. I text sam a warning and then turn my phone on Do Not Disturb*

*The next day- i am getting ready for training with John*

me: *running on treadmill*

John: *walks in* what the hell was that yesterday?!

me: *taking out airpods and stopping treadmill* what?

John: You are supposed to be my girlfriend.

me: ...

John: you made them hate me didn't you? what the fuck did you say to them?!

me: John calm dow—

John: *slaps me* dont you tell me to calm down. What did you say to them?

me: *oh shit* I didn't say anything. I hadn't even spoken to Barnes in forever... Now please take a breath.

John: *pacing*

me: this isn't on me. You unknowingly made all of the wrong moves—

John: LIKE WHAT

me: DONT YELL AT ME.

John: Don't talk to me like that you stupid bitch. Remember your place.

me: *bites tongue and walks out*

John: *grabs my wrist, looking desperate* look just- help me to do better. how do I get them on my side?

me: ...you won't. not as long as you have that shield.

john: This shield is the respect I deserve! *worked up*

me: *tries to get him to let go*

john: DONT WALK AWAY WHEN I AM TALKING TO YOU.

me: john. let go of my wrist.

john: only if you don't walk away.

me: I need to use the restroom.

john: *hesitates but let's go* fine.

me: *goes and locks the door*

*I start to have a panic attack as I walk out- processing what just happened*

me: *calling sam*

sam: *doesn't answer*

me: *calling bucky*

bucky: y/n?

me: uhm- I'm sorry. I'm *struggling to breathe*

bucky: Are you ok?

me: no, can *breath* can you come pick me up?

bucky: on my way, remember box breathing

me: *takes deep breaths* yeah

bucky: alright see you in a minute *hangs up*

Sam: whoah woah where are you going?

bucky: y/n needs me to pick her up. sounded important

Sam: *looks at him*

bucky: I don't have time for your lecture. *leaves*

sam: my lecture would have included the fact that she's actually available but whatever. Nobody listens to Sam.

*I am washing my face with cold water when bucky shows up*

Bucky: y/n?

me: *jumps a bit and turns to face him*

Bucky: what happened to your face?

me: ...

Bucky: Did he hit you?!

me: bucky relax. We were training.

Bucky: Did. He. Hit. you.

me: bucky- can we just leave?

bucky: ...come on *wraps an arm around me and walks out to his bike, and hands me a helmet*

me: thanks. *puts it on and gets on bike*

*we get to Sam's*

sam: what happened to your face— you were with john weren't you?

me: ...

sam: y/n did he-

me: look it's fine. we were just training.

sam: with no gear?

me: ...

bucky: y/n if he-

me: It's not like I haven't taken a hit to the face before...

Sam: I'm gonna kill him

bucky: *abt to walk back out*

me: beating him up won't get us anywhere. look can I just stay here for the night?

sam: ...yeah ofc

me: thanks, uhm shower?

sam: sliding door at the end of that hallway.

me: thanks

*I take a cold shower, meanwhile*

Bucky: I am going to kill him. why the hell is she with that asshole anyway. she could have killed him herself.

Sam: you really know nothing about the girl you love if you think she'd do that.

Bucky: ...

Sam: y/n hates hurting people, and she doesn't want us hurting her little fake boyfriend so we will respect her wishes.

bucky: fake boyfriend?

Sam: you are such a dumbass. blinded by jealousy. of course they aren't together.

bucky: ...

sam: yes that means you could ask her out.

bucky: no I can't

sam: why not? go for it.

Bucky: with the gorgeous, deadly, and publicly taken daughter of my dead best friend who's dating history includes a goddess/ queen, a galactic warrior, a master assassin and a prince— most of which, who aren't over her? yeah no, I could and should get with her fs

Sam: He's a king, not a prince and so is valkyrie- you should know that.

Bucky: thank you, glad to find a pattern. Now all i need is a crown.

Sam: *laughs*

me: *walks out of the shower with a towel around me and my hair dripping* uhm can I borrow some clothes?

Sam: *gets me a dress* belonged to an ex, should fit, if not you can burn it.

me: bless. *leaves to change*

Bucky: ...I have to get out of here. *goes out and starts bike*

sam: *follows him* where are you going?

bucky: to work. *rides off*