Without Spark

"perfect family"

....I see a text from unknown number.
?:Hi is this Little Horner?
At this moment I knew who this was.
Nicole:Lando?Where the hell did you get my number. I write quiet shocked.
Lando:Calm down geez,Max gave me your number. He reply.
Nicole:Do you need something or?
Lando:Are you going to be in Monaco?
Nicole: Yea I will, why?I reply confused
Lando:Just asking,well then good night And see you in Monaco.
Nicole:Yea see you.
I reply and put the phone away feeling my cheeks turnimg red He wants to see me,I rub my legs on bed happily and think about him,then I could feel my eyes closing and I felt asleep.

In the morning I get up as always I get ready and go down for breakfast,when I get there Max and dad are already there.
"Hiii." I say smiling while sitting to them.
"Good morning honey."He says turning back to Max. "Hi Nic!"Max says while smiling at me,and then going back to chat with dad. "Ignoring me huh,I see nothing changed." I say quietly while drinking water,And eating some eggs with bread."So I was wondering if you want to go to restaurant on lunch,as family." My father says,of course I knew why he wanted to go out,just to show how our family is "perfect",I hate this about him So much."Yea sure." Max say.
"Sure." I say while looking at my food stopping eating."What Nic?You Dont like it." Dad asks..of course I like it,but he makes me hate everything and everyone Now."No I love it,Im just not hungry anymore." I say getting up and going to my room,I had to go prepare for our "perfect family lunch",Gosh I hate this already I want to be in my kart now racing cause Its the only time my all problems dissapears.
When Its 11:50 am dad calls me downstairs while I was putting on some jewelry."COMING!!."I shout,and go down.
"You look gorgeous." Father says,while Max smiles at me."So ready to go?" Father asks."Yea,Im ready." Max says while I am looking Down."Nic,and you?"He asks looking at me."Yea me too."
After I say that we go to the car and he drives to the restaurant.

When we get there the paparazzi's are already waiting there did he really call them by himself oh gosh I couldnt believe him.We sit at the table and order food.
"So Max are you excited for Monaco?"He asks him,and yet again I became Ghost there."Yea as always."Max answers.
"So dad..." They both look at me.
"I was thinking if I could go karting maybe?"I ask already knowing his reaction,his anger boils trying to look calm for the media,while Max is looking at me with a sweet eyes."Nicole Horner will you ever stop with your shitty karting,why can't you just fucking understand that you Dont have talent to be a racer,and its sport for boys not girls!"He says with angry voice while smiling for the media so it looks like a nice conversation. "But dad,Its not true in formula academy there are only girls..."I say trying to defend myself...
"Its just academy not f1,thats why just girls are there,Nicole can we not talk about this here."He says trying to be calm."why so we look like a fucking perfect family?"I say."Dad she is really good I-"Max says trying to defend me,but dad doesn't really care."Max be quiet its very nice you are trying to defend your sister,but she isnt like you,she isnt talented and its just a waste of time,she could be fashionist,I know that she tries to be like you,but she never Will!"He says,these words really hurted me,I felt my heart ache again,I have get up with tears And go to bathroom."NICOLE GET BACK HERE!!!."I could hear my father shout,and I could hear Max saying something but I had so much tears that I didnt even care.

I get to the bathroom and lock myself in one of the cabins I slowly fall on ground crying,feeling my heart breaking and my star fading,suddenly someone text me.

Max:Nic you Okay?

Nicole:Yea,is dad good Now?

Max:Yea he is little calmed,Nic dont listen to him he is just another dumbass trying to destroy your dreams I promise I will take you again with the other drivers to karting.

Nicole:Thank you Maxie

Max:no problem,just come back we are going home.

I wipe the tears and unlock the cabin slowly walking to them seeing the anger and dissapointment in my father eyes while Max is looking at me sweetly,we head to the car,the ride was silent no one talking.

When we are home I run to my room and start crying again,I couldnt hold it in anymore I was just So hurted at this moment needing someone,but no one was here...I was all alone again.

When it was dinner time I dont even bother to go downstairs because I knew we would argue again or I would he invisible so I just lay in bed.
After while there is knock on my door I get up and open the door to see Max standing there with a food.
"Hi Nic,I got you food So you wouldnt be hungry." He says with a warm smile.
"Thank you So much Maxie." I say while taking the food and putting it on my table."You know Nic,im just really sorry for how our dad is acting to you he can be really jerk sometimes,but trust me he loves you." He says with still his smile on.
"I know that he does,but we are never going to gte close like you two are, because I wont give up on racing."I say.
"I know you wont,thats why im here to support you."He hugs me,I really loved his support,after a long hugging he leaves,closing the door to let me eat in peace,While I get a message from Lando.

Lando:Hi little Horner can't Wait to see you tommorow at the race,and I can't wait to beat your Brother.

Nicole: Wouldn't be so sure Norris.

I reply with a smile and my cheeks are red again what is this boy doing with me?
After I continue eating my food,I get up going to the bathroom to get myself ready for sleep,I lay in bed waiting for my dad show up as alaways,but now he doesn't I was really hurted because I missed him...yea I hated him but he is still my dad and nothing can't stop me from loving him,he may hate me talking about karting but one day he will believe in me too.
Good night