My Mistake || Hyunsung

13 | It Was You

Hyunjin spent the rest of the night tossing and turning in bed, unable to get the image of him kissing Han out of his mind. It couldn't have been a bad dream, it felt too real. He decided he'd wait till morning to ask Felix.

When the sun started to peak through his blinds, Hyunjin made his bed and went to make some breakfast for himself. On the way to the kitchen, he couldn't help but notice that Jisung was gone.

"He said he had a meeting with Mr Park," said Felix from the island when he caught a glance of Hyunjin looking at the empty couch. He was sat next to Seungmin and Jeongin as Minho washed up after breakfast.

"Sit down and eat," said the eldest.

"That felt quite threatening.." said Hyunjin, slowly making his way to sit next to Felix. He'd be safe there, Minho loved Felix the most.

"It was a threat," Minho glared at the blonde before suddenly switching to the sweetest smile as he kissed Felix's forehead on his way out, "I'll be back soon, baby, call me if you need anything."

"Okay," Felix smiled back at Minho, waving until he was gone. Then noticing his friends staring at him, "What?"

"Must be nice being the favourite," Jeongin pouted.

"Don't act like Chan doesn't dote on you all the time," Seungmin scoffed as he also got up to leave, "I've got some work to get done at the station. Don't call if you need anything."

"Minnie, wait, give me a lift to town, I need to grab a few things for this evening," Jeongin stuffed himself with one last mouthful of the kimchi fried rice Minho made and ran after Seungmin. 

"Hey! Wash your-" before Hyunjin could finish his sentence, the younger's had already left and shut the door behind them, "-dishes.."

"It's okay, I'll do them, I'm done anyways," Felix smiled and got up to wash the dishes.

Hyunjin thanked him and ate his food in silence, thinking about how to approach Felix about Jisung. "You, uh, you okay?" He asked.

"Hm? Yeah, I'm fine, why?" Felix answered.

"You didn't seem yourself last night,"

"Ah, I just had a long day that's all," Felix chuckled awkwardly before a moment of silence.

"I know I kissed Han,"

Felix turned to look at Hyunjin in surprise.

"So that's why you were acting off,"

"It wasn't my place to say," said Felix, feeling slightly torn about the situation. On one hand, he was relieved he didn't have to keep it a secret from one of his best friends. On the other hand, he might have just caused a bigger riff between Hyunjin and Jisung by confirming what happened.

Hyunjin just nodded his head without saying another word. Before Felix could say anything to try and save the situation, Hyunjin spoke quietly, "Don't forget your shoot with Wooyoung today."

"Hyun-"

"Also remember you need to go with Chan to see the new version of the album," Hyunjin said in a monotone voice.

"Yeah," Felix frowned and slowly walked away to grab his things before also leaving.

Hyunjin sat alone at the island in his big empty 'home.' He did feel bad about the way he spoke to Felix, but he had never been the best at communicating or dealing with emotions.

"Fuck.. I feel like shit..." he mumbled with his head in his hands.

//

"Mr Park feels terrible about his previous behaviour and sends his apologies,"

Jisung scoffed. If the old man had really felt so guilty about what he did, he would've apologised himself. They were all the same to Jisung - cold, selfish bastards that he couldn't get far enough away from.

Speaking of cold, selfish bastards he couldn't get far enough away from, Jisung prepared to make his way back to Hyunjin's place. He really wasn't bothered to deal with that stupid blonde after having to deal with all the stupid people he worked with all day.

"You're back," Hyunjin said from the couch when Jisung walked in. He glance up at the younger who got startled by him suddenly speaking.

He put down his book and took off his glasses as he made his way to Jisung, "I need to speak to you."

"I'm not in the mood right now," Jisung sighed, walking away from the older.

"When are you ever in the mood?" Hyunjin followed, "I told you I wouldn't hesitate to kick you out if you caused any issues."

"Kick me out then, see if I care,"

"Okay, what the hell is your problem, Han?" Hyunjin followed Jisung who was blatantly ignoring the older as he sped away from him, "Seriously. What did I ever do to you to make you hate me so much?"

"Please stop talking," Jisung whispered under his breath and rolled his eyes.

"Hey, look at me when I'm talking to you," Hyunjin grabbed the younger's shoulder and turned him around to face him.

Jisung pulled his hand off his shoulder and snarled, "Don't touch me."

"I know you had an issue with me when we were younger but that was a long time ago," said Hyunjin, starting to feel aggravated, "I've not seen you in years and you still have some grudge against me. What is the matter with you?"

"I don't know what you're talking about," Jisung rolled his eyes, annoying Hyunjin even more.

"I can't believe you let me kiss you and didn't tell me about it!" Hyunjin yelled in frustration.

Ah. So that's what this was all about. Their friends told Hyunjin about that night.

"Well I can't believe you told me you loved me and acted like nothing happened!" Jisung yelled back in defence.

Hyunjin froze for a moment to process what Han just said. There was just silence and the sound of heavy rain outside.

"I told you I love you?" He asked quietly, almost like he was asking himself. Then he shouted back, "I was completely wasted! None of it meant anything!"

"I know that!"

"Then why are you acting so weird?!"

"Since when did you care?!"

Hyunjin went quiet again and replied, "Right. I forgot. We don't care about each other. So let's drop this, okay? No point in dragging the others in this."

Jisung watched Hyunjin turn his back to him and silently make his way to his bedroom, shutting the door behind him without another word.

Feeling a tight knot form in his chest and tears starting to well up in his eyes, Jisung decided to step out to get some fresh air.

"Huh," Hyunjin scoffed in his bed when he heard the front door slam, 'I kissed him and told him I love him? Was I out of my mind..?'

//

After a while, there was a ring at Hyunjin's door. When he went to check the intercom, he saw Min Junwoo stood in the frame with someone else.

"What do you want?" Hyunjin asked through the speaker. He tray wasn't bothered to deal with this jerk after what just happened with Jisung.

"I heard I could find Jisung here," Junwoo answered.

"He's not here," said Hyunjin in annoyed tone.

"Where is he?" Junwoo asked.

"If I'm here and he's not then how the fuck would I know?" Hyunjin lashed out.

Junwoo sighed and said, "Let's go, it's not worth it.."

Hyunjin froze. That voice. It was him. He was the guy that broke into the 3RACHA dorm. He knew he recognised the voice somewhere.

"It was you.."