Bellamy continued to kiss Madeline's neck, surely leaving marks. Madeline moaned out as he found her sweet spot. She began to take off her shirt just as Bellamy was doing. He fiddled with his pants, not wanting to waste any time.
When both of their clothes were discarded, Bellamy began pounding into her, fast and hard. Madeline moaned loudly right when he began. This ecstasy was too much for her body. She hadn't felt it since Jasper. But she had to forget about him, Bellamy was here to help now. Jasper would get better soon enough, she counted on it, he was a strong boy. As soon as the two rode out their highs, Bellamy pulled out and layed beside her.
"How was that?" He asked with a grin while he wiped the beads of sweat from his forehead.
"It was great." Madeline forced a smile. It had potential to be great, but Jasper was all that had been on her mind. He was everywhere. "Thank you." She thanked Bellamy.
"Don't thank me darling." He grinned as he began putting on his clothes again and left the tent, leaving Madeline all alone with her thoughts, alone with Jasper.
He knows what you two did. He won't forgive you. He hates you. You're worthless. He never liked you. He always liked Octavia. Terrible thoughts filled Madeline's head. She felt dirty. She believed all of this was her fault. If she had just been floated early instead of being sent to earth, maybe Jasper wouldn't have been the first one to swing on the rope, maybe he would still be alive and happy. All Madeline wanted was for Jasper to be happy, even if she wasn't.
Madeline began to sob once again. She missed Jasper. What she had just done with Bellamy was a stupid mistake she regretted so much. She wanted nobody else except Jasper. Jasper, Jasper, Jasper. That was all she could think about.
After a couple minutes of sobbing, Madeline tried to pull herself together and go see Jasper. She wanted to see how he was. She put her dirty clothes back on, shuddering as soon as they were on. Before she left, Madeline tried rubbing off the reminiscents of Bellamy's lips on her neck. Then she walked out and into where Clarke was caring for Jasper. As soon as she saw him, her already red eyes began to water. He was so pale. She had never seen him this weak. It was frightening.
- SKIP TO HIS RECOVERY -
Clarke told Madeline to put a wet cloth on Jasper's forehead, and that he would be awake soon. Madeline thanked Clarke multiple times for reviving Jasper. She was so grateful.
As Madeline was pressing the wet cloth against Jasper's forehead, his eyes began to flicker open. Madeline gasped with happiness.
"Hey beautiful." Jasper managed to whisper to her.
"Hi." Madeline smiled with tears in her eyes. This was one of the first times she's been on Earth that she was genuinely happy. All because of the boy she loved, Jasper Jordan.
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Porcelain |Jasper Jordan|
Fanfiction"Promise you'll come back for me?" "Promise" And then he ran off, leaving Madeline Young unaware he was never coming back. That's what broke her the most. //
