"Dil hai kahin aur"
"Dhadkan hai kahin"
"Saansen hai magar kyun"
"Zinda mai nahin"
These lines do hit hard for us
But what happens when it's someones reality !
Unaware of her real identity ! struggling to survive being abused on a daily basis...
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The scratching heat , humid weather all irritates my skin; it feels like I will faint anytime soon. As I am not used to this type of atmosphere, early in Italy it was moderate and even last year in Sydney also it was not that much humid and here it feels too hot everyone bumping into each other in busses or public transport and even in these time they consume steaming hot food in summers also , the spicy food that they eat is not in my tolerance level and i always need to make something without much spice but the sweet dishes here are just chef's kiss. This country is just so diverse on its own. It always fascinated me to know more about it like there is something that always made me admire it and here I am .
Moreover, continuously traveling around just to survive makes me sick. I never dreamt of my life to be like this , not having a permanent place to stay , not having anyone by your side, listening to your continuous rants , to share your day with them , to make some memorable memories that you can cherish for a lifetime.
But here I am in these 20 years of my existence. I have nothing to cherish that makes me happy, that giddy feeling you get when something good happens to you, the childhood memories that made you laugh, admire and always remember. But to me it's not something I will ever want to cherish deep down, I just want to vanish those memories from my mind .
“But that's not possible” “You were not supposed to say that” “You were just wasting your time Alina” “No I was not” “Common you are suppose to day dream about some devilishly handsome and rich psycho man” “Berry can you please shut up” “You disappointed me Alina” “Can you pl..”
(Berry has a real vibe)
“Mam you arrived at your destination” The driver of the auto interrupted me . “Oh” “Mam your charges are 200 from the bus stop till here” “But I just traveled for around 10 minutes ” “Yes you just traveled for 10 minutes now pay and leave". “Oh please stop fooling people, how does a journey of 5 kilometers cost this much”. “Its me who decides it not you” “Listen, don't argue with me on this”. “Madam, you look like you are from a good family just pay the amount and go”. “Oh please even if I am from a good family that doesn't mean you will charge extra”. “Okay 150 it is” “No 80, no more than that, take it or I will just leave”. “Okay” “ Now who was saying 200, take this don't think you can just fool people around”
“Girl you made me proud” “ Bitch just two minutes ago , you were disappointed in me , and see now”. “That's my love for you” “Whatever now wish me luck” “Luck my foot just get over with this I am already tired” “Oh how thankful of you”
“She is just a bitch , my bitch”.
“Excuse me, I was asked to report to the principal's office , can you please tell me where it is and this is my application for admission” I asked the security guard . “Just go straight and then turn left. It's on the ground floor only , and wait for the instructions before entering , and please keep your luggage here only if you can't take it inside”. “ Oh , can you please keep an eye on it”. “It's not my job to do so but you can keep it here” With that I went inside the college and he glared at my back. What I was not supposed to say thank you when you were unnecessarily being rude to me . It's like basic manners to be a bit hospitable to someone who is new and asking for help.
