Under the same Umbrella ||Sookai Story|| [eng]

☔︎Eight☔︎

Kai's pov

I wake up with my face glued to Soobin's, I immediately feel my cheeks on fire... He looks so peaceful and he's so cute with his cheek pressed against the pillow!
I give him a kiss on the lips, unable to resist his tenderness, I caress his hair that falls on his face, I feel his arm holding me close to him, almost eliminating the distance between the two of us, our pelvises touch like every part of our bodies.
Being so close makes me almost breathless, but at the same time I would like to be so close to him all the time, to be skin to skin, to feel his warmth and his scent.
It wouldn't be that bad to live with him... I love how he makes me feel.
I see a smile form on his lips and one of his dimples emerge from his face, I give him another kiss on the cheek, while I feel a hand move down to my butt and squeeze one of my butt cheeks.
"Good morning to you too Binnie" I say to him smiling, doing the same thing.
"Good morning puppy" He replies looking into my eyes, so close that it seems he is looking into my soul.
"I don't want to get out of this bed, I'm so cozy!" I say as he kisses me gently.
"I can't wait to have this view every morning" He replies making me blush and touching my cheek.
He then starts kissing me all over, tickling me and sitting on my lap, I start laughing and doing the same.
In the end we stay next to each other laughing, for no reason, remaining in silence for a few seconds, enjoying each other's presence.
"I love you Kai" He looks at me taking a breath.
"I think I love you too Soobin... I would like to live with you too" I reply, exchanging a kiss, then he looks at me, laughing and sitting on my lap.
"What's up?" I ask him.
"Nothing, just..." He approaches the mole on my neck, starting to kiss and suck that spot, making me shiver with pleasure, then gives it a light bite, before looking me in the eyes again, smiling "You're full of hickeys" He starts laughing again, making me laugh too.
"I'm a little hungry now" I tell him putting one arm behind my neck and the other around Soobin's waist.
"Okay, go get ready, I'll prepare breakfast" He says disappearing into the kitchen.

After breakfast we go back to the B & B to meet up with Taehyun and the first thing he does is laugh.
"Soobin, am I wrong or did I tell you to wait!? Look at him! We know he's yours and only yours! Calm down!" He says laughing as I give him a side eye.
"Taehyun! Nothing happened! You're always thinking dirty!" I scold him.
"Kai you have a fucking hickey on your neck! What am I supposed to think!?" He answers me.
"Let's say we had a "competition" of who leaves the most kisses on each other's bodies...And I probably won" Soobin says now, blushing and scratching his neck in embarrassment.
"Probably? I would say almost certainly!" Taehyun intervenes again.
"I think we have to go now Binnie" I tell him looking at the time on my phone.
"Okay, I'll miss you puppy... A lot" He says hugging me and I hug him tighter.
"We'll keep in touch anyway! Now I have your number!" I answer by placing a hand on his cheek.
"Write to me though!" He recommends himself, I smile at him and I kiss him, holding him as tight as possible and he does the same "I love you".
It breaks my heart not to know if I love him back or not... I wish I could tell him, shout it to the world, but I don't want to lie about it, not with something this important.

Soobin's pov

Taehyun looks at me with a question mark on his face and asks me, gesticulating, if we are a couple, I answer no.
"Bye Binnie" Kai bids me sadly.
"Bye Soobin" Taehyun bids me as well.
"Bye" I reply, I watch them go before going to the first bar I see on the street.

I go inside and drink a couple of beers while crying, before calling my sister.
"Hello? Soobinie? What is it? What happened?" She asks me worriedly.
"I met him again yesterday" I tell her while drinking the third glass.
"Who?" She asks me again.
"Kai! Who do you think?" I reply almost shouting.
"Hey don't answer me like that! I'm still ten years older than you" She scolds me.
"We spent the whole day together, we slept together, we kissed, we couldn't stop kissing, we couldn't stay away from each other, we even saw the sunset together, this morning I woke up with him attached to me, stroking my hair... I want to wake up like this every morning, with him... I love him... I love him so much... I just want him noona, just him" I start to tell through tears.
"And he will be yours Binnie! Give him time, I will make sure that mom and dad let the two of you be together" My sister says trying to comfort me "Now stop drinking and enjoy your vacation a little" She tells me off, ending the call, leaving me drink the last sip of beer before paying and leaving that bar.

Kai's pov

As we walk I can't help but think about the night I spent with Soobin, all those emotions I can only feel with him, I feel so comfortable and so protected no matter what happens.
"I don't know if I love him too or not... What if it's just because we haven't seen each other in a while? What do you think it is?" I ask Taehyun in total confusion.
"Kai, you have to understand this, all this is too personal for me to help you, I can only tell you that there is definitely more than just friendship between you two, you can see it in your eyes" He replies and all of this leaves me even more confused.
"How is it not just friendship? Do you mean I really love him? We kissed yes, but how could I say no to him if he loves me so much?... I admit that I love his kisses, however, I can't help it... But isn't it a normal thing for a friend to do? Maybe it's a bit risky, but I can't just break his heart without a real reason!" I say even more confused.
"If you are convinced! I'm just telling you to think about what you just said for a moment... You would understand a lot" He replies... I hate it when Taehyun says that... I don't think I'll ever understand all of this.