Haven: A High & Low FanFiction: Rocky Focus

Chapter Five

       Waking up I was no longer lying against Hiroto, instead I was placed in a bed. Slowly sitting up hissing as pain coursed through me. Looking around the room seeing Hiroto's jacket hanging over a chair to the side. "So I'm still at the brother's," I whispered aloud to myself.
      Slowly I pulled the covers off of me as I got up. Sliding my feet across the floor as I made my way to the door. Pulling it open facing the backs of the brothers, Bito, Enari, and Rocky. Scrunching my eyebrows together looking around before noticing Aoi sleeping on the couch.
      "Kasumi," Enari spoke coming over to me pulling me into a gentle hug. "Why did you run off like that?" Bito questioned drawing my attention. Sighing I made my way over to the brothers leaning against Hiroto, who draped his arm over my shoulders.
      "Kasumi we were worried about you," Rocky finally spoke. My eyes snapping over to him as my body tensed up, causing a pained expression to be painted on my face. "You're the reason I left and didn't come back," I huffed. "Kasumi, don't be like that. We can talk about our issues in private," He spoke reaching to grab my wrist.
      "Don't touch me," I huffed making an abrupt move back. A loud groan leaving me as I did so causing me to grip onto Hiroto's are as he helped steady me. "Don't move abruptly like that," He spoke before turning his attention to Rocky. "She doesn't want anything to do with you. Clearly we shouldn't have called you here," Masaki spoke.
     "She's my member you had no choice but to call," Rocky remarked. "Yeah the member you called a cheap whore," I huffed glaring over at Rocky. "You called her what?!" Hiroto snapped glaring at Rocky. "You took it out of context," Rocky defended.
      "So telling me that I was dressing like a cheap whore was taken out of context? Telling me I couldn't get revenge for Bernie playing apart in drugging my nephew, cause I'd be under him since he'd be trying to take me to bed, was taken out of context?" I scoffed.
      A tense silence surrounded us as Rocky kept his head down. "You're suppose to protect women and not hurt them. That's what White Rascals stands for. Yet you always end up hurting me like it's nothing. When I point it out you say it's different because I'm a White Rascal. But when I try to do the job of a White Rascal you keep me on a leash by telling me I'm a woman. You don't get it both ways just to make yourself feel better," I huffed.
"Kasumi," Enari whispered drawing my attention. "What?" I spoke eyeing him. "Will you come back for us?" He questioned gesturing between him and Bito. "Fine but Rocky I want nothing to do with you currently, not until you realize what you've done wrong. Aoi is coming with us also, I'll be protecting her from now on," I spoke slowly going over to the couch.
"Aoi wake up, it's time to go," I spoke gently shaking the younger girl. Slowly her eyes fluttered open as you looked up at me. Smiling down at her I helped her sit up while biting back the pained groans trying to escape. Kneeling down in front of her giving her a brighter smile. "You'll ride back with Bito he'll keep you say don't worry. I'll be next to you riding with Enari and Rocky will be leading us," I explained pointing to each man.
"White Rascals right?" She questioned softly. "Yeah we're the White Rascals you can trust us. We don't harm women," Bito spoke stepping forward giving her a wide smile. Nodding she stood up going over to him collecting her things by the door, before they headed down. Hiroto and Enari quickly made their way over to me helping me up as pain groans escaped me.
"You should just stay here for the night," Hiroto insisted. "If I stay I won't go back," I sighed giving him a look. Nodding he passed me over to Enari who grabbed my bag as we made our way out. Getting down the stairs after a bit of time and over to the bikes. Enari gently strapped his helmet on me before getting on the bike.
Holding onto his shoulders I swung my leg over getting on his bike as cries left me. "I'm killing those Doubt bastards," I huffed earning a chuckle from Enari. After a few moments we were finally taking off with Rocky leading the way. In no time we were back at the club and Shimura and Aizawa were the first to greet us.
My eyes landed on Aoi as she hid behind Bito as Shimura came closer. "Shimura is harmless, he might look scary but he's a big teddy bear," I spoke flashing the girl a smile. Shimura quickly looked behind Bito seeing Aoi frightened, causing him to stop where he was. "I don't mean to scare you. I mean no harm," He spoke flashing a smile.
"Bito just take her to the extra room," Rocky spoke walking passed us. Nodding Bito did as he was told while Enari and Aizawa helped me inside. "Shimura, you'll need to help Bito probably with getting Aoi a few things until I'm able," I spoke getting a nod from the tall man in return.
Once up the stairs Enari was the one that took over getting me to my room. "Have you gone to see Minoru?" He questioned while sitting me in my bed. "No I passed out at Cobra's last night. Then ran off this morning. Got into a fight with Doubt and the abusive prick Aoi lived with. I wasn't able to see him," I spoke dropping my head.
"The hospital called me since they couldn't reach you. He's still sleeping and making no sigh of waking up yet," He sighed. Sighing I tightly held the helm of my shirt as tears found my eyes. Gently my head was lifted until my teary orbs were looking into Enari's brown ones. Giving a sad smile he gently wiped my tears away.
"Don't cry," He whispered causing me to cry more. "I fucked up Enari. Minoru almost died cause I wasn't there. If I had been there this wouldn't have happened," I cried. "Hey that's not true. No one could've known this would happen," He assured while wiping my tears away.
"I'm so stupid," I huffed while standing. Pushing passed Enari going into the bathroom slamming the door behind me as he called for me. "Kasumi let me in please. None of what you're thinking is true," He spoke from the other side of the door. Keeping the door locked and ignoring him I went over to my sink, clutching it while looking at myself in the mirror.
       I looked horrible to say the least. The knocks on the door grew only louder until it was just pounding. Sighing I kept glaring at myself in the mirror as tears kept leaving my eyes. "You stupid cheap whore look what you've done. Your brother would be ashamed of you," I spat at the mirror.
      Letting out a cry as I brought my fist back lunching it forward into the mirror, shattering it. The broken pieces getting stuck in my hand as my knuckles became bloody. The knocking and calls of my name had grown silent causing me to sigh. Unlocking the door and walking back into my room bringing a trail of blood with me.
     Sighing I laid on my bed letting my bloody hand dangle next to me. Letting out a breath before sitting back up. "He'd be better off without me they all would," I whispered getting back up. Walking back into the bathroom kneeling on the ground in front of the glass pieces. Sighing I made a fist with my bloody hand before slamming it down into the pieces.
      I kept doing it over and over as tears left my eyes, until arms were around me pulling me into them. Seeing Enari kneeling in front of me caring for my hand as I kept sobbing. "Don't cry," Shimura whispered in my ear. "I'm better off dead," I cried. "No you aren't! We need you!" Aizawa shrieked coming into view, soon followed by Bito. "We all need you. You're family now," Bito spoke.
"Shimura and I are staying with you tonight," Enari spoke. "Bito and I will look after Aoi don't worry," Aizawa spoke. Sighing I relaxed into Shimura as Bito dried my tears. Hissing as Enari pulled glass from my hand. Eyes watching Aizawa as he cleaned up the mess I made casing another sigh to leave me. "You four better not leave me," I spoke.
"We aren't leaving you," Shimura spoke patting my back. "Gahh," I cried out causing the four to stare at me. "Is your back hurt too?" Enari questioned. "Hirai I'm pretty sure hit me with a pipe," I spoke causing Shimura to quickly lift the back of my shirt up. "That low life bastard!" He seethed causing the other three to quickly look.
"You're going to the hospital," Enari spoke. "I'll tell Rocky," Aizawa spoke leaving the room. Gently my shirt was pulled back down before picking me up. Quickly the three rushed me from my room and down the stairs. Getting us out the front before Shimura placed me in front of him in his bike. "I'll stay here with Aoi, tell me what happens," Bito spoke before we took off.
My tears coming back to my eyes as my pain got worse. Forming my hands into fist as I kept my chest pressed against the bike, with eyes screwed shut. "Fuck," I cried as we came to a stop. Carefully Shimura pulled me from the bike, rushing us inside. As I was placed on a gurney I was quickly rushed away as the two called for me. My eyes closing as the pain became too much for me to bare.