chapter 23

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(Azure p.o.v)

Shawn and I are going back out we have been for 4 weeks now mum is getting worse guess what she is also pregnant but they can't see the baby so they think it's to early

Finn is slowly die-ing he had a overdose of meth I'm glad I stopped smoking I don't want to end up like him

my Da lives in a small town home with Madison and her baby Jay
Allyson,Eden,Drew and Kali moved to Seattle. Skye,Nash and Carson moved to Atlanta. Carter,Nick,Gia and Jax moved to Miami.

Kasey and Holly moved in with Dustin. Ashton and Joy moved back to England turns out he just wanted to see his family but then this happened so he moved back.

Max is coming back next week my family is all over the place Kali wants to move in with aunt Dooley my family is crazy I checked my phone

Dustin oldie: how do you get paparazzi to go away ????
3:20 p.m.
Dustin oldie: help please.
3:40 p.m.

Aww poor him there is also paparazzi by Da,Carson,Carter, Allyson and dads house so to bad for you there is probably paparazzi around me to so yah they never go away

To Dustin oldie: there by Da,Carson,Allyson,Dad,Carter and probably by me so just deal

I take a deep breath is my family famous ? I go on YouTube Azure King rundown I love that

"Is Azure King a mom?" I look at the screen

"what one of her sisters and or brothers have kids?" They keep on asking questions till they start the episode

"none of her brothers have kids but," the blonde girls starts

"her sister Allyson has a girl named Eden and her sister Madison has a baby boy not for sure on the name it hasn't gotten confirmed," the red hair one continues what is Madison's kid named it starts with a J that's all I know

"the baby all over her Twitter and Instagram is her little 6 month old brother Dax," the blonde tells them facts

"she even confirmed on Twitter that she is not a mom," red head informs them and quote the tweet

"we got a lot of questions about her mom but we don't know the answer," blonde admits I look over at Dax

"her book is coming out maybe it will explain," red looks so happy

"the question tons of you ask is are Shawn and Azure going out?" She looks at red head

"they pretty much kiss at the Mtv music awards and with each other the whole time and paparazzi seen him go in a restaurant with her family," I end the video going over to Dax giving him a big hug

Other half: Dallas got put in the hospital paparazzi will not go away why don't they go find you? why do they have to be here trying to see what is wrong with My child and I'm not even famous but I think I am because of you I'm twin is hurting me not being here you act like we're not family or even twins I thought you were going to be here though thick and thin we were till you got famous you don't care about me anymore just yourself selfish bitch and no I'm not fine thanks for NOT ASKING you haven't even tried to call me or a simple are you okay no not one text I've tried but no nothing if that's how you feel I'm not worth your time go fuck Shawn I'm sure he would love that then fuck him over cheat on him don't worry he will take you back he always will but I give up you know what don't try to contact me I'm changing my number oh look just like what you did to Pj but you didn't read his text bye see you at the reunion or something have fun with someone THAT'S NOT YOUR FAMILY if you don't have family you have nothing you lots your twin brother that has been through it all with you not anyone else GOOD BYE

I read it over and over he was never a kid to say goodbye he lives by the quote

never say goodbye because goodbye means going away ,going away means forgetting~Peter pan

Where is my life going ? I'm I really going to take care of my brother my whole life? I'm I going to lose my family ? I've lost one because he die Barrie I was really close to him now Joy he is-was my second half he doesn't want a piece of me no more who will be next will be and Shawn break up or will it be Da or Dad if it's Da no one will talk to me if it's dad then I can't see them grow up ? I'm I selfish?

Do I just think about myself? Does anyone really love me ? Is it all fake ? I'm I not good enough ? Does Shawn even like me ? Will my life be me taking care of my little brother for my life and being a singer or will my career fail because of Dax or will it fail because of me will it fail at all ? Am I just looking at the worst ? Is there a good side to this ? Was that a sign of my life ?

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