My famous family ?

chapter 21

(Azure p.o.v)

2 weeks later

Dax is like my own child except I didn't have him it's like I adopted him with out all the paperwork I've been going everywhere with him because Gia has her own problems and Finn is in the hospital for a overdose

Mum came back but she isn't feeling or doing well she is also in the hospital

Max is in China I have to go to a award show but Gia can't take care of Dax so I have to take him with me but Mia,Noah and Nathan will be a lot of help,Holly and Kasey will be there so Dustin and Ashton will be there

I love Dax it's just hard because I'm in the studio every day and dance practice I take Dax on a walk every day along with write a little for the book and I'm trying to learn how to play guitar I have to go to the gym it's hard but I make it work when it not even my child he is my brother I pack a bag for Dax and a bag for me I let Bridget out of my room I full her food and water Bowl placing the bowls in my room are full I take out the baby stroller grab Bridgets leash

I put the leash on her I change Dax into fresh clothes he starts to cry I change his diaper then cuddle him deciding maybe he's hungry give him a 6oz bottle then he is quiet

I walk very early in the morning he probably woke up because of Bridget barking taking about early it's 5 a.m. no Paparazzi are out everything is quite except for the cars,the birds and weird noise Dax fall asleep on the walk I take a hour walk we go home I put Dax in his crib I unleashed Bridget

after I eat breakfast a smoothie,oatmeal and a scrambled egg I take a shower putting on black ripped skinny jeans,a Marvel comics t-shirt and Nike socks I get Dax bottle ready

I may not be a mum but I feel like one

I tweet I watch a few YouTube videos I slowly fall asleep

I wake up to crying I get up quickly picking up Dax I cuddle him I take his diaper off him I get his bath ready in the kitchen sink I take a picture of him when he is in it with soap in his hair I wash him off putting him in footsies I give him his bottle

Gia going to be gone all day take care of Bridget while I'm gone I have Dax with me so you don't have to worry~love Azure x

I put the note on the fridge I pick up Dax,grab my car keys I kiss Bridget on the head

I leave to the studio I go to my baby opening the door of the passenger side I put Dax in his car seat I know I know not a good car for a kid to ride in but I don't have another car but sense Dax is in the car I do the speed limit it's busy as usual I left at 7:20 a.m. and I didn't get there till 8:20 a hour but I guess the apartment is in middle of town paparazzi is everywhere I grab Dax out of the car

"Azure," I hear paparazzi yell

"Azure is that your baby?" One paparazzi ask

"Azure why did you and Shawn break up," I hear tons of questions being asks I just shake my head at it

I go to my studio room 324 Shawn's is a little down the hall 343 wait he's on the opposite side of me right across from me he must of moved rooms I quit thinking about it walking into my room

I put Dax down in his baby swing Mia, Maya and Andrew are all here Mia is my manager Maya is the person that says if the song will be on the album Andrew is the person that messes with my vocals to make all the notes were they should be and he puts background music in like guitar or drums I record one song for 20 minutes to get it right and remember a song is about 3 minutes long

I've been through 6 water bottle already I'm in the studio for about 2 hours it would be longer but I have to go to dance practice I pick up Dax,change his diaper it's lunch time

"Mia do I have to singing anymore today?"I ask grabbing my phone going on Twitter

"at 6 p.m. the park," Mia informs me I nod my head walking out of the room to the hallway I see Shawn and Nick walking down to their studio I look back in the room

"Mia we have to leave for the award show tomorrow," I ask looking in the room to her

"bright and early 4 a.m.," Mia answers

"okay," I close the door walking down the hallway

"hi Nick," I greet with a smile

"hey Shawn can we talk tomorrow,I would say today but my schedule is full today?" I ask looking over at him taking a breath

"um yeah sure," Shawn answers looking around like it was a prank

"okay well I have to go to dance practice," I tell him

"Dax is getting big," Shawn looks down at him

"he's all ready 6 months old," I adjust him Nick is at his studio door

he's 6 months old. he's cute just like you in the time we broke up a lot has changed Dax is like my child now and Finn is in the hospital for a overdose and my mum might die

"he grew up fast," Shawn looks at me probably seeing that my eyes are glossy

"so what has been going on," he questions look at me and Dax

"the truth," Shawn adds I take a deep breath

"well Max is in China, Gia is 5 months pregnant,Finn is in the hospital along with my mum,Madison had her baby his name is Jay I think,I'm going on tour next month," I poured it all out he looks around like someone will help him

"I'm sorry to hear that,you made me late," he tries to joke around

"hey I'm going to be later than you," I tell him with a small smile running down the hallway out to the parking lot getting in my car I buckle Dax in I slowly go to dance practice

I just spilled everything to my ex as if he's a counselor wow Azure good going after I get to dance I change into a sports bra and short shorts because well we're just practicing Nathan is here along with my dance instructor Mr.Smith shows me how to do the dance after about 3 hours

I get it down pat Nathan use my phone to record a little bit of it posted it on Instagram that dance is hip hop I pick up Dax spinning around with him as he giggles Nathan takes a picture of us after I'm done with dance practice we go to Jagger I think it's called I get a chicken salad,make Dax a bottle,Nathan gets a cheeseburger and Noah gets a crazy good cheeseburger it's about 1 o'clock it takes us a hour to eat

2 o'clock I have to be at the park 2 hours a head of time I drive back home and take a shower I put on a black crop top with a white bra but since I'm dancing I don't put on jeans I put on leggings because if I put on jeans I would rip them

I grab a duffle bag putting in another crop top but this one has the new York sky zone another pair of leggings that is what I will perform in I put a sleeping with sirens half shirt and black ripped skinny jeans in there too for after the show I throw on some red supra high tops

I zip up my duffle bag I put it on my shoulder I grab Dax,got to Noah's car I see Noah in the driver seat and Nathan in the passenger Noah already put Dax's car seat in their so all I had to do was Buckle him up

I can't wait to see my family tomorrow

I post on Twitter I get though sound check I change into the outfit I told you about Nathan is taking care of Dax for me as I run on stag it all live no lip sync no faking it all real and you can tell but then again I am real