the student

reasons

after detention there was lunch . Felix went in search of IN and he saw him crouched down on the outside . Felix though IN was just crouching to talk to the dogs like a kind hearted cutie he is but there was no dog so he snuck up from the back only to hear him gasping for air and trying to calm himself down he was continuously patting his chest and he was counting down from 100 skipping 3 digits in order to get himself to stop thinking too much . han also joined Felix and they were so worried . IN got up and he looked at them with his tear stained face 

Felix went and hugged him immediately and so did han 

they sat down for lunch outside 

so tell us what happened 

well he yelled at me so much so very very very much , he asked me to find the meaning of sorry and show it to him next week and he said im very shameless 

oh fuck no hes the one who is so shameless hes such an idiot he is such a mean teacher no I want to complain about him Felix said and he was getting very angry 

Nono please dont he will hate you more its okay let it go hopefully next year we get a better teacher 

no im very pissed uk what he did han? 

no please tell me im so clueless right now 

IN laughed at how cute he was but Felix started telling him everything 

he got so mad at him and they both were so upset 

but IN ive seen u having trouble breathing all the time are u okay baby? please u have to tell us we need to know ive noticed how act every time someone raises their voice please tell us what all that is about 

I would but im scared 

of what

please dont judge me 

we won't we will never han said 

well when I was younger my parents  always got into fights and they used to yell a lot and everyday my father would keep yelling at me and he would hurt me a lot sometimes and he always did stuff like that to me and when anyone yells at me I associate it with what my father did to me and I get scared he used to physically hurt me a lot and when someone yells at me I feel like the next thing they would do is hurt me physically and I panic I think of all the things my father has said to me and its very hurtful I always feel so sad it hurts me so much and I get all sorts of thoughts and I panic .. im sorry im dumping all this on you I really dont know what to do sometimes hyunjin sir scares me very much 

they hugged him and they cried as well 

we will beat him up for you han said 

haha guys he looks very skinny I know but he seems so strong he pinned my to the table today his arms are actually huge I mean not huge huge but like hes damn muscular I saw his veins it was scary as hell I thought ill die 

eh well its okay worth a shot 

Nono lets just be nice and distance ourselves thats all we can do IN SAID 

and if he yells again innie u can hold my hand Felix said 

aww ur so cute and ur hand is tiny IN said AND FELIX SPANKED Him cause he knew he had tiny hands and comparing it in's it was minuscule 

they hung around till the next class and IN went back to the cafe and since he was so drained out today he just fell asleep 

hyunjin POV

I went back home feeling miserable why did I take out my frustration on the class I feel so bad and I made IN get on his knees and everything wow im such a horrible person I thought to myself