the student

dog

class started and I couldn't get my eyes off IN all I could do was look at him I really wanted him to tell me what he meant by that I was so curious that I lost the attention to teach I was teaching and if no one was listening I didn't care all I wanted was IN to talk to me to be open with me I never knew he had gone through so much I hate myself for treating him that way 

I asked a lot of questions in class and he was only attentively listening and he wasn't answering until I pointed out and asked him to tell me the answer he doesnt talk until I ask I hate that I wish he would just talk to me 

after collage I went to IN 

ill drop u back 

no sir im staying in the library with my friends 

okay tell me when ur leaving-

no sir u go sir u dropped me morning thats enough 

ill be there to pick u up every morning okay?

no sir please dont 

yes I will 

sir-

I will be waiting for u near the door where u saw me have I made myself clear 

yes sir 

good boy u better listen to me you know u are very praise worthy and I want to praise you so u better not disobey me 

yes sir 

I left . I went home to draw my feeling and of course it was IN the way his uniform hugged his body I drew some pictures of him with his uniform and some without I tried to picture his naked body and did what I could I wanted to do some water colour as well so I painted his naked boy I made a front view till his hips and a back view the whole body and I drew out all his features of his face that I could think of and my goodness hes gorgeous hes so so cute with the glasses and the cute braces god I wanna just take off his clothes and draw him hes rose and im jack oh shit im getting all dirty thoughts in my head

IN POV

I was so very tired in the morning I didn't wanna go but I had to I got ready and I left someone honked some mad person so early in the morning it scared me so much I looked over and walked but the honking didn't stop so I looked at the direction it came from 

it was hyunjin sir I got scared he asked me to sit in his car wa she going to kidnap me was he gonna kill me was he gonna hurt me or do something 

he came so close to me and I was confused he said he was putting the seat belt and he looked at me for a few seconds he didn't move away its like he ws zoned out looking at my face or something 

at collage he kept pinpointing me I hated that I needed some time to think and he was just staring at me it was so creepy he was expecting me to always answer 

he spoke to me later and he said im praise worthy he said he would pick me up everyday it was so weird I got so scared but he said im praise worthy ive never felt what u felt when he said that mt stomach went all weird and my heart rate rose 

I stayed back at the library to get some studying done and I was glad I did get a lot done I was going back home I was passing through some dark alley I had no idea id stay back at the library so late and there was a gang I should have left but they saw em they started to follow me so I got scared and climbed a tree they got lost trying to search for me so I had to reroute I took the longer way 

I was in a neigjbourhood and it was so nice the streets were so nice it felt safe I found a cute little puppy which was starved and so full of scars I opened my bag and I had bandages from when I used to self harm which I do nw as well the puppy was so scared to come near so I used ym comforting voice I called it in a very girly soft baby voice and he seems to like it he kept coming 2 steps forward and one step back but I dont mind ill try as much as I can to comfort it