Never Grow Up | a Taylor Swift adoption story

*+* Why you gotta be so mean? *+*

Tw - bullying

Allison's POV :
In the morning I checked the post I'd uploaded last night and was pleasantly surprised to find that there was no comments and only a few likes from my close friends.

Deciding to get off my social media and not check any other notifications from Instagram,just in case,I made my way over to my desk and began to do my makeup for school,however it was also the talent show afterwards and I was not prepared in the slightest to preform infront of the entire school,my diet has barley worked yet!

After completing my makeup,I got dressed into some baggy jeans and my reputation hoodie,throwing on my converse too of course.Once I'd changed I brushed through my hair,not wanting to do anything special.

After school had finished,far too quickly for my liking,It was time for the talent show.A few people went up and preformed,including one of my foster siblings and my younger sister Poppy,who sang 'your on your own kid' by Taylor Swift.I was so proud of her,especially because it's one of my favourite songs,but also because she had the courage to go up infront of everybody and sing.

When it was finally my turn,I got up out of my seat in the audience as everybody stared at me whilst whispering to their friends,clearly judging me.As I walked to the centre of the room I began to think about peoples reactions,would they think I'm weirder then they already do?

Pushing those thoughts to the side,I began to play the guitar,before starting singing the song.Most people in the crowd were laughing to their friends about it,but what can I say,those people are just mean.As I was nearing the end of the song,I couldn't help but stare at the person who had always bullied me,for no reason may I add.

"All you are is mean,and a liar and pathetic and alone in life,and mean and mean and mean" I sang,not long after,finishing the song as I stared directly into her eyes.

Not many people clapped for me,although the look on their faces showed that they were most definitely shocked at my performance.I walked back to my seat,leaving the guitar I borrowed on the stage.

"Sissy you did so good!" My sister told me, "thanks Pops,you did amazing too." I reply whilst giving her a hug.

After an hour,the talent show is over and me and Poppy are home. "Pops,I'm gonna let you get some rest now,I know it's early for a weekend but,they said that somebody was coming in to look into fostering a child!" I told Poppy,and a sudden exited smile came across her face "I hope I get fostered!" Poppy said while rushing to go to bed.

After making my way to my bedroom,I sat on my bed and mindlessly scrolled on tiktok before getting a notification on my phone.

Livvie 🤍🪩

Girl everybody is talking abt u at this party!

WHAT WHY????

Idk apparently they think u looked rlly fat
while performing or something

oh.

Yeah people r saying they think your
pregnant,are u?!
I mean you do look it
I wouldn't be surprised
GIRL
ANSWER MEEEE
read 10:26pm

I decided to leave my 'bsf' on read,I know she's probably drunk and we would make up in the morning,but why was everybody saying that about me?

I'll just skip a few meals tomorrow and work out a bit more,I guess I have been loosing myself recently.After about ten more minutes,I finally fell asleep.

I woke up at seven in the morning to go to the gym,I was about to go grab breakfast but I remembered what people were saying yesterday so I decided against it.

I walked back to my bedroom and got changed into a sports bra,hoodie and leggings and began my run to the gym.

After two hours of working out,I headed back to the home and got changed,then I covered any of the bruises visible on my face and body,just in case they actually wanted to foster me.

Once I was ready,I heard my sister walking to my bedroom.It's currently ten o'clock in the morning,so I assumed she is dressed and is ready for me to do her hair.

Really short chapter but I needed to update so idrc tbh but also don't be a silent reader, comment please 🙏