If i was a sinner will you show me mercy?
The world around me is crumbling
I have only you to hold onto
Are my desires to be with you sinful?
Could you be a little bit merciful?
I have dreams about us everyday
Would it ever become reality?
I want to make more memories with you
I don't want you as my painful memory
Im aware you aren't mine yet
But i just know we are the right fit
Maybe i could move on from you
But my love would stay with you
I bet you think im probably crazy
Yes, you're right im crazy about you
I don't want to walk alone anymore
I want to walk down the aisle with you
I want to dance with you forever
Keep reliving every moment, every season
I want to laugh to your stupid jokes
I don't want to cry because of you
Confess or regrets?
Why don't i see any progress?
What do you want? For me to confess?
Is it you who lead me on?
Or was it my heart that fell hard?
You flying up in the sky
Im down so bad for you
What are you searching for
When all the maps lead to me all a long
I feel like you like me too
But what if it's all in my head?
Everytime i question things
You tend to answer the way i want
What is it with you?
Makes my mind restless
This is the era whete romance seems to be hopeless
Our timezones might be different
But we have the same sky above
The late night talks and our day break walks
Do you also feel the spark?
I pen down all my thoughts
Forgetting all the times we fought
Don't you want me?
You love everything that i love
Why can't this make you love me?
I told myself getting attached is dangerous
But it feels delicate when I'm with you
Enough with you being there for me
I want you to be here with me
I'm surrounded by so many people
Yet i have breakdowns you aren't around
It took just one more chance
For me to fall one more time
How long will you try to stop
Before i fall for you way too hard?
It's 2am when it kicks in for me
Trying to find the right melody
The song to enter your heart
My heart skips a beat when the phone lights up
So does my face and my day
I feel like you feel the same way
But what if im wrong like always?
Something is holding me back
Maybe the uncertainty of what ifs
Are you trying to play dumb?
Or is it me who is a fool?
B(oy)estfriend
Im right here falling for my bestfriend
Would this lead to our end?
He wouldn't know my feelings would he?
Every night i think is there a possibility of "we"
Every night is a dream with you
Every morning is a nightmare without you
The best and worst part is with him
Everytime i think of him i grin
To think that you aren't mine
Feels like i could you some wine
Tell me that it's gonna be fine
Tell me that im your sunshine
Seven thousand miles away from me
Yet i can feel you by my side
I don't know how long i can hide my feelings
Sometimes it feels like i have stopped breathing
Are you that blind? Or do you act like one?
Don't wait too long and regret that im gone
We both act like a couple
I chuckle everytime you say a joke
You say it's fun to push my buttons
Makes me certain you love me
I haven't felt like this in a long time
Im so tired, can't you just be mine?
Is it my fault? Do you think i deserve this?
I wish we could just forget and kiss
God it's bugging me from the start
Do we have our own novel?
Would my feelings turn into fossil?
Maybe our stars are slowly aligning
And im longing for you
Wanting is taunting
All your feelings are on table
Why do you choose to ignore them?
All the signs are in front of us
Why can't you see my feelings?
Do you do it on purpose?
It's too obvious we are more than just being close
If you don't feel it like i do
Why do you put efforts to undo my past hurt?
It's never too late to court me
I wish we could just one day flee
Only if you know the times i wanted to scream
"I love you" but scared that i might lose you
The day i will start to feel forever blue
Losing you isn't just hurt
It's a pain that will haunt
I know it's a risk to fall for you again
But if it's not me who would it be?
To love you, to fight for you, to support you?
But if it's not you who would it be?
To love me, to fight for me, to support me?
Even if you break me at the end
I will love you with my broken pieces
I just know i will be cured by your kisses
If you are up for my nightmares
I just want a fairy tale with you
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Time For Wake Up Calls
PoésieDoes it make me naive or stupid or delusional to think he is the one? Perhaps it's just unrequited unrealistic unwanted love
