Come back to us(A Rydellington fanfiction)

Chapter 1

Rydel's POV

Yesterday we had a concert in London. It was different. Not the way we sang or the way fans reacted but the way Ell acted. While singing "I want you bad" we literally stared at each other. Like we talked but with no words or I can say we dedicate each other the song. We have that connection and we always look at one another while singing but now it was different. It was our moment. With that song we told each other things that we are hiding because we are afraid to say. The feeling we have for one other or at least I have for him. I hope that he has for me too. Hiding the fact that I love him more and more everyday is slowly killing me. I want him to know that he is loved more than just as friends. I want him to hold me close in a different way. After the concert I was... I don't know how I was feeling but I wasn't feeling good. I stayed with the boys for a little while then I went into my room. I was sitting alone on the balcony feeling the hot air of a summer evening hitting me as tears were slowly coming down my face. Why was I crying? Because I didn't know what he felt for me. Because after the concert he didn't say a word. We usually talk a lot every evening but today he acted cold. He was either scared as me or he didn't have feeling for me. So, as I said, I was sitting there all alone when somebody knocked on the door. I opened the door just to see Ell sitting there. His smile faded away as he probably noticed my red eyes. We looked at each other for like 1 minute until he broke the silence.

Convo: Rydel-R
Ellington-E
E: -Delly what's wrong?
R: -N..Nothing
E: -You know you can tell me right?
R: -I know Rat. But...I...I am fine...
E: -You're not. Your eyes are filled with tears but if you don't want to talk about it right now, let's go in the park if you want.
With that being said we left. It was almost 2AM when we left the hotel room. We were now in the park walking slowly and looking up at the stars. Ell tried to hold my hand and he succeeded, I let him to. The biggest smile formed on my face looking at us, in a hot night with no clouds holding hands. We sat on a bench and he eventually let go of my hand. We just stayed there in silence which wasn't awkward.
R: -Why did you came to my room at almost 2 AM, Ell?
E: -I just wanted to make sure you're ok, which you weren't but now seems like you feel better.
We then walked back to our hotel room at almost 4 AM.He walked me to my room and then went to his.
It was a day I will never forget in a magical city with the love of my life.