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TRIGGER WARNING: SUICIDE ABUSE SELF HARM

these topics are prevalent through out the WHOLE story so please be safe while reading.

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I always self harmed to seek out comfort but I never truly got any, this went on for almost 3 years, that was until I met Aizawa.

You see my parents weren't really the best, I loved them of course, but it was always one sided.
They never showed me the same back.

Today was hard. Like really hard.
So much happened, I mean like for example getting told to kill myself wasn't exactly fun.

Neither was being beat up in the halls again.

And then of course I had to go home to my parents yelling at each other, my mom blaming it on me and then when he left to go to the bar she threw shit at me again.

But who am I kidding, I'm not one to disagree.

I do ruin things.
It was my fault
It was always my fault

These words rang in my head multiple times a day. Eventually leading me to harm myself, then of course when it was really bad and self harm didn't help, like today... I would try to kill myself.

That was where I was at.

So now I was on the roof.

AIZAWA POV:

I saw a person on the rooftop, knowing this could go one of two ways I was prepared.

This didn't happen all too often, but it definitely wasn't the first time I've seen someone on a roof.

Usually it was villains, but sometimes it was people trying to do something very drastic, very intense, something known as suicide.

Of course I ran up the stairs.
I had to.
I had to keep this city safe and possibly even this person.

I took in the surroundings and noticed some blood on the sleeves, and this person's shoes were off. I knew this wasn't a villain. I knew it was much worse than that.

I walked slowly up to the person and realized it was a kid!

I started getting my scarf ready in case id need it, and then I got on their level

"Hey kid, can you please get down" which i said in the calmest voice ever something very uncommon for me

This kid wasn't getting down

"Hey can you hear me? You need to get down" I was getting slightly panicked but stayed calm

RAYS POV:

I heard someone's voice tell me to get down, I have no idea how long he's been here, I debated looking at him for a while now but I think I'm going to look at him, maybe it'll be nice to see someone's face before I died?

So that's what I did.
And what I saw.. Was the underground hero
Aka 'Eraserhead'

I kind of panicked, when I say kind of I mean I was hyperventilating, was he going to stop me?

I didn't want that to happen
I couldn't let that happen
I jumped

It was peaceful, falling towards death, knowing it would end soon.

But of course it had to be ended shortly after

Of course he had to save me.

And still I really wished he didn't.

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