Your First Love - A Noco Story

Chapter 7 - Is This Noah?

TW'S: Cursing, Mentions of SH

GUYS IS IT JUST ME OR WILL WATTPAD DOWNGRADE MY PFP QUALITY SO MUCH 💔 I PINKY PROMISE I DONT DOWNLOAD THOSE PICTURES FROM A NOKIA OR SMTH

But I have the overall premise of this story planned out so far so yay 🥳 but all of the mini detail idfk what I'm doing sooooo yeah 🧑‍🦲 ENJOY IG!!

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Cody's POV:

Noah

Me - Is this Noah??

Noah - Cody?

Me - yeah

Noah - ok dude so I know what I asked was super out of the blue and kindaaa straight forward so my bad for that

Me - I didn't really mind

Noah - but I just don't want to see you going through something like that
Noah - ig

Me - thanks??

Noah - is "thanks??" all I'm gonna get in response???
Noah - not to be nosey or anything
Noah - but why do you?? I mean it's obviously because you're sad or smth, but why??

Me - ig just a multitude of reasons

Noah - damn and I thought I was a nerd
Noah - you're over here saying words like "multitude" while texting 💀
Noah - sorry for going off topic but would u mind stating some of those reasons??

Me - you text really fast dude
Me - but it's sorta hard to explain
Me - the habit just comes back every once and a while
Me - yeah I do have reasons, but they don't really matter anyway

Noah - well they matter to me

Me - dude we like rarely talk except for when we're doing our project

Noah - so??? I can still care for others well being
Noah - sure you're not a huge character in my life, but I still wouldn't be happy knowing you're cutting yourself

Me - have you ever noticed you're very straight foward??

Noah - quit changing the subject
Noah - can you please just tell me at least one reason???? I want to be able to at least slightly help you

Me - why do u want to help so badly??

Noah - because I know it isn't a fun experience and you know to
Noah - not to make it about me, but it was an old habit of mine and nobody helped me
Noah - so I know that you need someone in your life to help try to get you on a path towards recovery

Me - that's valid ig???

Noah - "valid ig???"

Me - whatever
Me - I guess one reason is the fact that I literally have nobody
Me - no family, no friend that I'm not just a side character to
Me - I've always just used SH as an escape mechanism ig
Me - there's obviously more reasons and more important ones in general but I just decided to give u a basic one

Noah - jeez and you say I type fast
Noah - why don't you just start hanging out with Izzy, Eva, Owen, n I???

Me - how do u know I don't already hang out with people??

Noah - I see you hide behind the bleachers alone every lunch and you hang out with like nobody in every class

Me - how much of my life do you pay attention to?!?!

Noah - I just get bored and pay attention to random shit

Me - woowwwww now you're cursinggg can't believe you!!

Noah - shut up bro 🙄

Me - are you like the leader of the sassy man apocalypse??

Noah - we got so off topic
Noah - and no
Noah - idek what that is

Me - ofc you don't

Noah - but Cody, I want you to know that you can always talk to me
Noah - I know that literally everybody says that and it's basic asf but it's true
Noah - also the only way I know how to phrase that

Me - thanks
Me - for even caring at all
Me - literally everybody else wouldn't give a shit
Me - and don't

Noah - yknow Eva n Izzy care to
Noah - Izzy doesn't even know what's going on, just Eva, but I know she would care
Noah - and ik Eva looks like a major bitch, but she's not

Me - how frequently do you curse dude??

Noah - I'm barely even cursing

Me - It's a lot for you

Noah - whatever
Noah - also if you need someone to just be with you I don't do jack shit with my life so I'm always free
Noah - whether or not you're at risk of hurting yourself or just wanna hang out

Me - oh em gee is Noah trying to ask me on a date???

Noah - you're so weird omg

Me - it's just a joke
Me - don't through a hissy fit

Noah - I wonder abt the stuff you say
Noah - when you're not all sad and rotting away in class

Me - you seem to pay a lot of attention to me in class

Noah - again, I just get bored

Me - oh shit
Me - I just realized I forgot to do smth
Me - oops

Noah - dumbass

Me - stfu
Me - I gtg for now
Me - talk later!!! Byeeee

Noah - see you tomorrow
Noah - bye ig

I turned off my phone and put it on the charger. I forgot to do my math homework so now I have to do it. I had that talk with Noah. I'd say it went well. We got off topic 100 times but it's whatever. He's actually a really nice, fun person to talk to. He always puts on a bitchy, nonchalant look/act.

This was different for him. I hear every say he's just this rude, sarcastic, twink-ish guy. I mean he puts up that act. But he seems to be really sweet behind his act. Maybe I'll find out more on that in the future?

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This chapter was fun to write 😍 I SAT ON MY FLOOR WRITING THIS THOUGH IDEK WHY 🧑‍🦲💔 but I hope u guys enjoyed ‼️‼️ 😻 byezersss