I watched an anime recently. It was called My Happy Marriage (if you haven't heard of it, look it up). The main character was a part of a wealthy family and treated like royal, until her mother died. She was only about 2 years old. After that, her dad found another woman with a child and he didn't care about her anymore. They made her a maid in their household. The stepmother and the dad abused her both physically and mentally. Once she was about 18, they set up an arranged marriage. Basically, time passed and more people cared about her. The cold man, who she was supposed to marry, fell in love with her. She got a perfect life.
While I was watching that, I saw how kind she was. Because of her kindness and shyness, people liked her. The only reason she was kind and shy was because she was abused. Now, I wish I was as abused as her. No one cares about me because I didn't go through that much. No one cares about someone who was just mentally abused. I wish my parents abused me. I wish I had such a deep scar that only the right person could fix. I wish I was that broken.
After that, I ate dinner politely. I was quiet. No one noticed anything different. I want to be like her. I want to have my soulmate appear after all of that trauma. I want to feel like that person will never come. Then, have them comfort me and tell me I'm okay.
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Vent Book
Random~WARNING: Mentions of sh, swearing, harming people, and suicide~ Cover art not mine. Credits to the creator.
