Vent Book

Family

I live with my dad's girlfriend(Carrie) and she has 2 kids(like I said in the first chapter). Her two kids are part of the reason I'm going insane. The oldest one(Emmett) is 11.He is a total weirdo, not in a good way, and a smart ass. He just thinks he is the smartest person on the fucking planet. He brags about all the good grades he gets and how good he is at things. I hate him whole- heartedly. I wish he could just get ran over or something. Every morning I wake up and in my head I'm like, "Please, god, either kill me or kill him. End my suffering," (I'm not religious in any way btw) My dad tells me I don't have to be friends with him, I just have to be nice to him. So I just don't talk to him period. One time, I went down in the basement(where my room is) after a shower. All I had was a towel on. He was down there with my sister and he looked at me and said wow. Like BITCH WHAT?! Don't fucking talk to me like that EVER again!! Since then, I have changed in the bathroom after my showers. 

The second one(Avie/Avalyn) is 5. She's not as bad but still bad. She blurts out the randomest shit in the car. It makes everything so awkward. Like, one time she brought up my mom. She asked if we know where she is. There was a moment of silence until my sister said she was in jail...again. Then, today she was crying because she wanted to go to someone's birthday. Bitch, I don't get to go to people's funerals, birthdays, houses, or parties!! I can't spend time with the only friends I have almost at all. So, don't cry over something so stupid and suck it up. Fucker. She also talks about us being "sisters" or "siblings". I hope she dies. 

When I go to school, I have to pretend like I don't know Emmett. He is such a loser. All he talks about is video games and all he wants is video games. People know I live with him. They keep referring them as my "family" just because I live with them. Like, when I meet people they ask me if they're my siblings. When it was parents night for volleyball, they said Carrie was my mom. My dad told them to say it like that. I hate him. I hate her. I hate all of them.