°Insecurities°

Chapter 1

A/N - 26/04/2024 Motivation? Don't know her!
No cause seriously, writing this with NO motivation just because I don't have writers block and don't want to risk getting it before writing my swag ideas.

A/N - 27/04/2024 Alright, so I've been watching fan animations and kind of like the idea that they're seen in their planet forms but can go into like human-ish forms? Are you all okay with that?? If not I can edit the book and change it back to being Solarballs designs and not Solarhuman designs!! Just tell me if you don't like it!!
(Between u & me it's easier to write about humanoid figures than circles..)

EDIT: I wanna thank the person who corrected me on the asteroid belt being the kuiper belt!!

Uranus just wanted to draw his moons in peace, but his thoughts couldn't leave him alone for FIVE seconds! He sighed and looked up at Titania, he was in the middle of painting her, he turns back to his canvas and continues his painting, occasionally looking over to make sure he got all the details right. She must've noticed, because the next time Uranus had looked over she was staring at him as well, confused and seemingly wary, Uranus shrugged it off as her being interested in the painting, so he turns back to his canvas after studying Titania. The brush swipes across the canvas, adding the little details. Uranus thought it looked nice, when he next looked up to find Titania so he could show her his painting for/of her, she wasn't there anymore. he frowned and looked around, not seeing any of his moons. Ah...they must've ran off to play in the kuiper belt. They do that sometimes, at least from what he's been told...

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Are they actually playing out there? Or...are they hiding? Talking about him? Oh...what if they've ran away again! Maybe there's another revolution going on?! No no no! He can't let that happen!! Uranus looks around, before taking a glance at the Sun...he seems busy with Mercury...maybe he won't notice if Uranus is outside of his orbit for a little bit? Oh...but what happens if he takes too long? Will the Sun change their orbits again?! Ah! He can't let that happen either!! But his moons? He glances into the kuiper belt worriedly, before looking at the Sun. AHHH! This is so stressful!! Uranus can't even go up to the Sun to ask for permission to leave! He'd MELT! Before he even reached Venus!...maybe that's an overexaggeration...but he isn't able to head to the Sun and back to his orbit before melting! And Neptune isn't even here today so Uranus can't ask if he's seen them in the kuiper belt...Uranus grabs his scarf nervously, what should he do?? He can ask Saturn to ask the Sun but... Uranus shivers, he doesn't want to talk to Saturn! He still remembers what he was like before he got his rings...before...the collision of Proto and Theia... Uranus shakes his head and turns to Saturn. He's changed! He's not the same big ol' meanie as before!...r-right...? O-or will he be mad at Uranus for having rings also???! For taking what's unique to Saturn?? Uranus sighs and grabs his diary, he isn't making the same mistake as last time...luckily Neptune read a happy page...

Uranus pockets his diary (don't question it, instead question how a planet has a diary, cards...glasses...paints- Yk what? Anything makes sense here. Dw about it.) and inhales deeply, before exhaling. He slowly makes his way over to Saturn. What's he even going to say?? M-maybe he should compliment him first?? But what if Saturn doesn't want to talk to Uranus??!..Uranus didn't realize but his pace had slowed MAJORLY in worry, he also didn't realize that Saturn was now staring at him. Or that he was mumbling. OR that he was practically shaking in fear.

"Uranus? What's the matter? Why are you shaking?" Saturn asked, alerting Uranus, who jumped back, smiling nervously.
"Ah- n-nothing mate!" Damn it! Wrong thing! Uhm...m-maybe if he says "W-well not necessarily nothing, b-but it's n-nothing serious! No- wait it might be- No! it isn't!!" Uranus had stumbled over his words quite a bit, what's happened to him?? Isn't he usually calm? And composed?
Titan stares at Uranus, confused. Rhea too is looking at him, before whispering to Titan, "You know, he doesn't look like a bully, hell he doesn't even sound like one!, where did his moons get that idea?" Titan looked at Rhea, before looking back at Uranus and muttering,
"Apparently he made a joke about getting more rings."
"Does that really make him a bully? It was a bit insensitive yeah...but not really bully-like..and just look at him now."
"Yeah, I'm not sure Rhea."