°Insecurities°

Chapter 3

A/N - Writing this in school rn, I have 2 hours until im in my bed uninterrupted. I'll see if i can get the laptop back. enjoyididhdhdur
Update log:
Monday: 3:00PM
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUUYA!!! (BSD)
Tuesday: 5:40pm
Wednesday: 5:04pm
Thursday: 9:37AM
Okay, so a family member went to the hospital (js for an appointment) and I got to go aswell!!! Aside from being born in a hospital, and having tests done as a baby etc, i have never been to one before!! I thought the walls were all white and empty, and there was coloured walls!! And there were artworks on the wall!! And idk if its js me, but it didnt really smell that bad? Its so weird, and in my opinion the hospital looked cool!!!, its nothing like ive seen on TV or read in books!!
This chapter will be completed today.
10:37pm- GOD DAMN I LOST HALF MY CHAPTER?! It's fixed nvm

"GUYS?! GUYSSSS!!"
Uranus called, wandering around the kuiper belt, he was avoiding crashing into asteroids, well it wouldn't matter if he did...now that he thinks about it...he could just...

Grab an asteroid and bash it against his head.

Ah!! He should not think like that!! It's bad to think like that!!! Bad Uranus!! Thats bad thoughts!!
Uranus shook his head and turned around, his moons would show up soon enough.
Ah. There they were, his moons were hiding behind some asteroids. He went towards them,
"There you guys are! Are you okay?" He had askes, worry coating his voice.
Titania nodded, before speaking up
"Why were you staring at us earlier?"
Uranus blinked in shock, is that why they were worried? "I was just drawing one of you." he responded guiltily, "I'm sorry if I freaked you out."
Titania nodded hesitantly, "Why are you out here? Isn't Sun going to be mad?"
Uranus looked back from the way he came, or at least he thinks it is, before he turns to his moons, "I got permission."
Rhea peeks out from behind Titania, "how long?"
"Until Neptune is back in his orbit."
"...we should go then." Titania conceded, earning a nod from Uranus.
Titania turned to the other moons and spoke to them:
"We are going to be going back to orbit, stay close and don't get lost." She then turned and started heading off, presumably leaving to asteroid belt, Uranus followed from a decent distance so no moon would feel threatened. He stayed silent and let them all chat between eachother. He shivered, despite being an ice giant, he got surprisingly cold, especially in the asteroid belt. This time, however, he felt like something was...off. Uranus stopped and turned around, loking deep into the kuiper belt.
...
His eyes narrowed and he went to move towards something, but Titania threw a tiny asteroid at his head to get his attention.
"Hellooo?? We gotta get a move on?"
Rhea tapped on Titania's shoulder, "That was kindddd of meannnn..." she said, a teasing smile threatening to make itself known, Titania rolled her eyes in response and turned to continue towards the exit.
Uranus looked back into the asteroid belt, before turning and continuing to follow Titania.

Eventually, they made it back to Uranus' orbit, he had shown them the picture, and apologised again. As per usual, no one took notice of him. They just ignored him, he sighed and turned to go back to his lil art station to clean everything away. He put away his paints, his palette, his brushes, everything that was used to paint, was put away into a box that read, in messy handwriting: "URANUS' BOX OF ART", he sits there and stares at the box, he...can't quite remember when he made the box, he had to have been newly formed as this handwriting is atrocious! Even Neptune could write better, and he writes like a deer pranced around his writing. Uranus sighed, what diary did he write the creation of the box in? He's pretty sure it was diary #759. It might've be #659 though, he always got those two diaries mixed up...

Talking about diaries...where is the diary he left here? He looks around his orbit, getting up off his knees (he's floating there in a kneeling position and has now stood up) and heading to where he last saw it, which was...here! He had put it in his pocket, but...hm.
Uranus feels around his pockets, his pen is here, but no diary. He looks up, and around his orbit, or...what he can see of his orbit, something catching his eyes, Saturn and Jupiter are talking to each other again, nothing new there, but this time Jupiter holds something awfully familiar. Uranus' eyes widen, HIS DIARY! He hesitates slightly, if he goes over there he can get it back...but it's Zues and Cronos...no! nono! Jupiter and Saturn, get it right Ouranos- URANUS! GOD DAMMIT. Uranus shakes his head, nothing will be worse than if that's the diary he thinks it is...

Uranus slowly drifts over towards the two gas giants, not being spotted until he's close by,
"...Uranus." Jupiter nods, Uranus isn't interested in that though, what he is interested in is why he has his diary..? Jupiter must've caught Uranus staring in confusion or something because his face hardened and he sighed, "We have to talk."
"About?" Uranus' icey heart sunk, this was that diary wasn't it...
Jupiter held up the diary, and opened it on a page titled: '101 ways to kill yourself, by Uranus.' Uranus stiffened, Jupiter might have thought it was just a joke and is going to lecture him on how bad the 'joke' was!!...but from Jupiter's face, that's a bit too much to ask for. Jupiter is frowning, worry and concern filling his eyes as he spoke, "Uranus why do these...suicide...ideas have: 'survived attempt' or 'seriously hurt from attempt' next to them?"
"..." Uranus knew it was too much to ask for!! He should've just stayed in his orbit, with his diary! GOD any other one would've been perfectly fine! Why did it have to be this diary??? He subtly backed up, this however was not missed by the gas giant who has yet to speak in this conversation,
"Don't run my friend. We just simply want to ask; Are you okay?"
"Y-yeah, uhm i- uh...fine. yep."
"...please don't lie" Saturn muttered,
"I-I'm not!"
"...different question then" Jupiter sighed, "Do you still see us as Cronos and Zeus?"
"...no."
Saturn sighed, "Do not lie, it'll just make things harder."
"What do you mean by that??"
"Nothing. Just, please take this seriously."
"I am."
"Why do you refer to us as Cronos and Zeus." Jupiter settled on that question,
"Because it's weird having to call you the roman names now."
"Is it truly? Or do you still see us that way?"
"Uhm- can you just s-stop??" Uranus shot a weak glare at Jupiter, "Give it back, it's an invasion of privacy to peek in someone elses diary!!"
Jupiter sighed, passing the book to Uranus, he accepted it and nodded his head in thanks, he goes ahead and turns to leave,
"Stay safe friend!"
"Keep safe."
Uranus quickly went back to his orbit and hid behind his art box, WHY did it have to be Diary #250? He decided he would go ahead and write down EXACTLY how he feels about this invasion of privacy!!

A/N THIS TOOK ME SO LONGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG, HOPE YOU GUYS ENJOYED, now you have to wait another what, 3/4 days till next update LOLZ, i'm going 2 bed now, night night!!