chapter 4

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Lilly's pov

After Issac left Mat had to leave for baseball so I went into my house. Sh!t today can't get any worse. There he is my dad standing in the kitchen. "Hey Lilly" "shut up" I walked up to my room. I'm not in the mood to deal with him. After a while he knocks on my door. Before I can even reply he walks in. "Don't tell me to f*cking shut up your just like your mom, weak and pathetic" the next thing I know he's drug me out of my bed and is punching me. I black out after a few hits.

Matthew's Pov

After practice when I go home I see Lilly's dad's car in the driveway. A newly placed beer can. Sh!t. I ran to her house throwing my bag in my yard. I ran straight into her house without carrying what her dad thought. I went to her room to find her passed out on the floor. I've never seen her passed out before Ive seen her after she woke but not like this. I sat next to her pulling her in my lap. "Please wake up please" I kiss the top of her head "princess.... Lilly please" she moves a little giving me hope. As soon as her eyes open she hugs me.

Lilly's pov

As soon as my eyes open I use all the energy I have to hug Mat. I clingy to him like I'm dying. I know I'm not but I need his comfort right now. He hugs me back and falls back. His back to the floor me, laying on top of him. Our arms wrapped tightly around each other. I love him. I love him with everything in me. He looked up at me "princess I'll never hurt you" I looked down at him "I love you" he smiled. I laid my head down on his chest. "Princess I have to ask did Issac ever rape you" I know he knows the answer he's said it I've told him why is he asking. "Yeah why" "does that make you fear sex" I think about it. I've never thought about how being raped will affect me in sex afterwards. "I don't know, I haven't had sex before that or after that" I looked away and sighed.

Matthew's Pov

I was scared to ask Lilly that question but I had to. I've thought about us and our future a lot. " So you want kids" " Mat I'm 17" " not right now but one day?" " One day I do" " what about the act of getting pregnant do you want to be the reason the kid lives" " yes I do but I don't know if I'll ever be comfortable with that" I know what she is feeling. Actually I don't I've been raped. I just want her to be able to be a mom. I want her to have everything she wants. I pick her up and walk over to her bed. I lay her down then get in bed next to her. I gently roll her over so she's facing away from me. I wrap my arms around her waist and pull her close to me. She relaxes into me and the bed closes her eyes.

I nuzzle my head into her neck and hold her. She leans back against me. She has LEDs in her room and she turned them on with her remote.  She also turned off the main light. The room is lit with different colors fading slowly. She's watching Tic Tok on her phone. I'm breathing in her scent. We just lay there as the sun sets out the window. He dad knows I'm here. He knows I could beat his a$$ if he tried anything. Whenever I'm here he stays in his room. I think of Lilly a lot but not more than I think of her when she's with me. I love her. She's my everything. A video comes on her phone with our song on it. I smile and say into her neck so it's kinda muffled but I didn't want to move "in the end" "it's you and I" she replies as we both fall asleep.

They are so cute oh my god. I can't with them any way here they are.

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