𝓔𝓹𝓲𝓵𝓸𝓰𝓾𝓮

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Later that morning, King came for a visit, seems like Jy texted him about how I remembered everything now. He was my cousin from another country, he came here and decided to study here now with me; he said he planned to get along with me but he got frustrated with how I don't remember him at all, in the end, he apologized like a lot, even offered me to go out with him and he'll buy me anything. 

Of course, I forgave him, he was my favorite cousin, and It was also partially my fault. 

They left after a hearty breakfast, and soon after that, I rummaged in my room to find my diary, right I was about to document all of this, but all that was written in it was: The day I met my suicidal thoughts

but the words 'met' was scribbled, and above it was written with unfamiliar handwriting. 'Fought with'

"The day I fought with my suicidal thoughts..." I chuckled while reading it. I placed my diary back in the drawer and looked for a different notebook that I could use. 

I found one, one that Hannah gave me on my 14th birthday, I didn't want to use it because I didn't want to ruin it, but right now, I decided to write here everything I wanted to say to her. 

And If I ever get the chance to meet her again, I'll read everything to her. 

I bet she'd laugh at me. 

Although I still have a lot of questions, such as...

What is the reason why Hannah did it?

I was yearning for the answer, but I'll never know, since she's no longer here to tell me.

But I'm sure, she won't like it when I keep on mourning about the past,

because that's the kind of person she is

I also wondered where did Cedric go? 

Did he become someone else's uhm... thoughts? 

Or did he finally get the peace he wanted?

Oh well, I wish him well, especially since he seems more messed up than me. 

"Hmm... should I celebrate?" I wondered, since I finally got back all those years I'd once forgotten, I'm finally back. 

I roamed around the streets, going to my favorite cafe, I ordered my favorite drink and a slice of cake I was interested in trying. 

I took my fork and had a taste of the cake. 

"It's so sweet... I like it..."


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