depressed izuku (shindeku)

singing competition?

third pov:

it was a regular day for class 2-A, most of them were on there way to homeroom just chatting amongst themselves.

soon they entered the class, no one seemed to notice the green haired boy that was already in his seat with his head down on the desk.

well, shinso hitoshi noticed, he sits right behind izuku, and they were close friends, so of course he noticed (having a massive crush on the smaller boy helps him be more observant too)

shinso also happed to notice that izuku was fiddling with a fidget toy under the table with shaky hand as well as izuku's bouncing leg.

shinso was observant, especially when it came to izuku, so shinso knew that izuku had sensitive ears, the whole class had been told by Mr aizawa but this classes social awareness  isn't very high.

shinso got up from his place behind izuku and took a stride forwards then crouches down next to izukus chair.

"hey? izuku you ok?" shinso asked softly.

izuku jumped at the voice that suddenly appeared next to him and lifted his head, deep tired violet eyes meet izukus dull green emerald ones, "im f-fine, toshi" came izuku's mumbled response.

shinso wasn't convinced as he observed izuku's face, he could tell he was struggling, izuku just didnt want to appear as weak especially since he is a hero in training, izuku keeps telling himself that he needs to get over the fact that places will be loud, villain attacks will be loud. but its simply not that easy,

izuku's ears are sensitive, yes, but he wasn't born with it, after many years of abuse from his child hood friend, his ears are always tender, the explosions from katsuki's quirk when he bully's izuku has damaged his eardrums so there sensitive to loud or sudden noises

so again, not easy to get over.

shinso quickly grabbed his headphones out from his bag and carefully placed them on izuku head, izuku flinched from the contact but relaxed his tense body when he heard a song begin to play, instead of all the loud different voices, like his class all talking at once, there was some soft music, it was soothing.

izuku gave shinso a small shaky smile as he watches shinso slowly and cautiously grab both of izuku's hands and rub soothing circles on the back of his hands.

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about 5 minuets later izuku had fully relaxed and had turned to face shinso properly and rested his forehead onto shinso's shoulder, shinso continued to hold izuku's hands fighting off the blush that tried creeping onto his pail skin.

the door abruptly opened showing there forever tiered homeroom teacher Mr aizawa 

everyone was quick to scramble to there seats, shinso, however carefully grabbed his headphones off of izuku's head, put them back in his bag then proceeded to lifted izuku's head off his shoulder. standing up, he gently ruffled izuku's hair before going back to his seat behind izuku.

aizawa saw the whole interaction and hid a smile under his capture scarf, 

aizawa knew that izuku had sensitive ears, he was the one that told the class, he also knew that izuku was bullied in middle school and abused at home, aizawa and mic both adopted izuku in the middle of the first year, so izuku has been an aizawa for about a year and a half, all the teachers know but the students dont, 

izuku had everyone call him by his first name, he hated his old last name and now he had a new one but the new family decided to keep it a secret till there ready to be bombarded with questions, 

witch they probably never will be,

but it will eventually slip, only time will tell.

"alright everyone, i have an announcement, principle nezu has informed me of a singing competition, its for the whole school, if you dont want to participate then dont it's completely up to you, yes you can do group work or by yourself you have the next few days off to plan, the show is on Friday, now im going to sleep dont disturb me unless someone's bleeding to death." once aizawa finished his announcement he climbed into his sleeping bag and laid on the floor facing the wall.

everyone started to cheer, still loud but not too loud as to wake aizawa up.

izuku's hands flew up to his ears to block out the noise, again it wasn't that loud but his ears were ringing from the sudden cheers.

shinso came back over with his chair and sat next to izuku and rubbed izuku's back since his hand were still covering his ears tightly.

shinso turned to look around the classroom, from the other side of the room you could hear the girls talking to eachother about making a big girl group and the same with some of the boys,

turning back to izuku, shinso noticed he was deep in thought and just let him be, shinso could wait for izuku to snap out of his thoughts himself, taking the time to admire izuku, his slightly round face, but sharp jaw, pink plump lips that he would lick every so often to keep them from being dry, and izuku's eyes, shinso loved izuku's eyes but they were dull, there not bright and starry like they used to be, shinso doesn't want to pry into izuku's life unless izuku himself tells him.

shinso knows that izuku was bullied, he knows that his old parents were abusive assholes, also that izuku was living with aizawa and mic, but he doesn't know the full extent of everything, how badly his old parents scared him physically and mentally, same with katsuki, izuku never told shinso who his childhood friend turned bully was so shinso didnt know it was katsuki or the true extent of his torment.

shinso may not know all what izuku has been through, but he knows one thing, even if shinso and izuku dont get together and they stay friends, no matter what shinso will always be there for him. he will do his best to protect and comfort izuku in any way that he needs.

no matter what, shinso will always be there for izuku... always

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