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"So what you have a quirk, what's the use of you can't use it?"
A story where you fight to stay in the hero course, and tragically end up in the same class as your twin S/N. Determined to sho...
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"Those who cannot change their minds cannot change anything."
You knew that you needed to change if you wanted to get into UA. You needed to put muscle on, some weight and not too mention you needed to know self defence and attacking strategies otherwise you knew you wouldn't get very far. Probably not even past the entrance exam.
You had spoken to midoryia-kun about how yous were both feeling about trying out for UA. And in the end you both agreed that many would ridicule the both of yous for trying. However it didn't let Midoryia-kun feel like giving up but almost seemed to make him more determined? Strange.
You often wished you were like Midoryia, he's ongoing determination that almost never seemed to falter and he was always high spirited and not many things got him down.
You also often imagined yourself in the life of your twin sister, S/N. Yes she was mean and not a good person in general but you envied the power she had, the friends she had, the looks you wished you had gotten and the love that she gets from everyone.
This was something you often thought about and it was mostly what got you upset. All the thoughts that quickly fled into your mind. You hated it you hated yourself more than anyone, more than your father more than your family more than anything.
You wished you weren't the way you were, was it just you that had these crazy thoughts about many different things always in the end it was hurting yourself different ways you felt you were going insane trapped in your own mind.
Although recently you'd started hearing less and less of these thoughts. These thoughts that once consumed your mind leaving you defenceless. Had left you alone this past week. It made you feel this relief that you'd yearned for, for years now you wanted to be able to forget and leave these terrible thoughts in the past.
You'd often wrote all the thoughts in your journal, you'd never known why but you had and that was your method of 'coping' although you were struggling more than anything. The final year of junior high everything just got worse. The bullying, your parents, THE THOUGHTS.
And your way of coping was no longer helping and the thoughts became worse more brutal than the last one, all your feelings were quickly wrote onto the page not even knowing what you were writing, everything was just the heat of the moment. And you dared not to go back through and relive the pain and torture you lived.
Just remembering everything made your eyes go glossy trying not to cry and get overwhelmed because you knew how bad these so called thoughts affected you and everything you did.
And finally they haven't been here haunting your every move. It indeed felt weird but it was nothing you wished back. And more than anything you wished midoryia had never read through it. You'd never really thought about how strange he must've thought you were. All the ridiculous things you wrote down wishing you were often no longer here.
